I'm an 21 year old female with some serious issues. I am so confused with my sexuality I don't know what to do. I identify myself as straight: I fall in love with, and am attracted, to men, but ever since I grew into sexual maturity (perhaps even younger) I have been attracted to various different things at different times.
For example, at one stage I was ONLY into lesbian porn, and could only get turned on thinking about girls ( I was never, ever attracted to women romantically or emotionally, only physically) and the idea of men turned me off to such a degree that I couldn't even really look at one, and had absolutely zero interest. As I got older I started falling for guys, and really liking them, but only getting sexually stimulated thinking about women. As time went on I lost interest in women completely.
Lately, I've been getting really turned on by watching certain gay porns. I get really turned on watching two guys be intimate, and yet watching hetero porn doesn't really do it for me. Thinking about myself having sex with a guy sort of turns me on, but not as much as watching two cute guys together.
I find myself unable to sustain a relationship with a guy because of all of these conflicting sexual issues. I have the phobia (and its a huge one) that every guy is gay, and it inhibits me from having a relationship with a guy because I'm always thinking, 'he's gay, he's gay, he must like guys, who could possibly be attracted to women?"
In other words, PLEASE HELP ME! I am so confused and sexually damaged - I think that's the word that's most appropriate - that I don't know what to do!
For example, at one stage I was ONLY into lesbian porn, and could only get turned on thinking about girls ( I was never, ever attracted to women romantically or emotionally, only physically) and the idea of men turned me off to such a degree that I couldn't even really look at one, and had absolutely zero interest. As I got older I started falling for guys, and really liking them, but only getting sexually stimulated thinking about women. As time went on I lost interest in women completely.
Lately, I've been getting really turned on by watching certain gay porns. I get really turned on watching two guys be intimate, and yet watching hetero porn doesn't really do it for me. Thinking about myself having sex with a guy sort of turns me on, but not as much as watching two cute guys together.
I find myself unable to sustain a relationship with a guy because of all of these conflicting sexual issues. I have the phobia (and its a huge one) that every guy is gay, and it inhibits me from having a relationship with a guy because I'm always thinking, 'he's gay, he's gay, he must like guys, who could possibly be attracted to women?"
In other words, PLEASE HELP ME! I am so confused and sexually damaged - I think that's the word that's most appropriate - that I don't know what to do!
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Well the thing that you find the most attractive should be the thing that you choose. If you are not sure between boys and girls, that just be bi. There is nothing wrong with that.
Have you dated any girls?
Have you dated any girls?
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No, I don't think I could date a girl, I've never been attracted to one romantically or emotionally. But I don't know, I've never really tried?
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Then I don't see why you have to have these questions. You date boys, it really doesn't matter too much what you watch. We all have different sexual stimulations.
Do you date boys? :-)
Do you date boys? :-)
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Not really. Have trouble getting close to them because most of them are such wankers. If you don't get emotionally involved you can't get screwed around.
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I don't understand you now. Do you want to date someone or not? It doesn't matter if you wish to put emotion on a side.
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