I was on subs for 3 years and tday is day 6 off subs .I managed to not miss work but let me tell you it SUUUUUCKT.I was smart and flushed all my subs down the toilet.Im not sleeping to good and my rls in not fun.also gettn blurry vision tday but day 6 so far has been the best day in this short span.I know everyone reacts differently but so far its not as bad as what im reading in these posts.I tapered down to .25 for 3 weeks before i jumped.I still think that subs are harder to get off than painmeds but they both suck.DRs should only perscribe subs for no more than two weeks its crazy that they can keep u on it for years and years its all about money .Even though i feel a lil crappy rite now its so worth the week or two of the HORRROR that we all go through ,but we gotta do it ,cant be hooked on drugs forever .I refuse
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I can tell all people I came off suboxone cold turkey it is hell it takes 90 days to fully recover I did it. as judge joe brown said on a tv court case you gotta man up its like any addiction its all about time day by day slowly. im sorry but that's it. you either want to be a addict or want a better life life is a choice.
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me too man...I wish my bf could get time off so we could do this together...he relys on me to share my script, because I have free health insurance...but I desperately want to get off them and have children, its so unfair...but he got me off the streets and off heroin/oxys and got me SSI for epilepsy, something I never would have tried myself, I couldn't work a reg job because offrequent seizures, so I was doing ameture nights at a local strip club, uggh everyone I grew up with and my family eventually found out...5 yrs sober and they still hold it all over my head...I was 16 when I started using, im 27 now...this shouldn't dictate who I am forever. Anyways, I now sleep all the time while my bfs at work, and every semester at my college I end up dropping a class...and im part-time. sometimes I hate my bf for doing this to me because instead of just helping me get sober he got me on subs, and im terrified of being alone again or in the same sitch. I'll never touch heroin again. I feel like ive aged and gotten kind of ugly since being on subs for so long as well as depressed and not wanting walk anyway (im not legally able to drive) idk if this whiny post will help anyone but it helped me to get this all out...my faggot bf is playing video games with a head set on, even though I just left the ICU from a 5 hour long seizure last night
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thank you for the post on tooth decay...Ive always been a pretty girl, but have bad teeth like my mother...plus when I started using I fell asleep early and never brushed at night gross, I know :( now on subs im not falling asleep until 3 a.m and am brushing twice daily (even if I brushed twice daily before subs if I didn't do it right in the a.m when I got up or before I slept at night they would still decay, be careful) now I have gotten my teeth white and bright again, I've smoked ciggs and pot 15 yrs, but even my fillings are wearing down! im very careful brushing, I didn't kno about subs doing that; just another reason I should quit.
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This is day 31 for me. I was on it for 2yrs and 2months. It is only a little better. Been taking clonidine like its pez candy. I wasnt able to sleep over 2hours a day until day 15. Now, I am still feeling like complete c**p.(restless legs, muscle spasms, overbearring anger, fatigue, suicidal thoughts, etc,etc..) I sit in the same spot all day because my legs are like noodles. Its like a life or death contemplation when I need to get up. I am so angry at the world. Everyone, including the doc said it should be over by now or it'll get better soon. I have tried exercise but it made me feel worse. vitamins, supplements, zzquil. Nothing has worked to take a fraction of the bs im feeling away other than clonidine. I was expecting a glimmer of hope for my future, a light at the end of this fn tunnel. But its not there. All I think about is getting back on it. I stopped because I get grief from my family every single day saying oh you dont need it, blah blah blah. So i started believing it. Maybe a little part of me did want to Not Need something everyday, ofcourse. Now, I believe I wasnt ready, 'jumped' from 4mgs. Still undecided on whether I will return to treatment. But for everyone else out there.. Good luck on this insanely taxing journey. And believe those people who have done it. Its going to take longer than what the doctor tells you.Period.
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Hello all! My story has been silent for 12 years and now feel the need to share after reading your stories. I'm a single working M om of 3, 2 of my kids have significant special needs. In 2002, I was in a near fatal car accident, met a Physician and fell madly in love, we were together almost 4 years. My recovery was long, most painkillers made me vomit but we found one that helped with pain and felt like I could start functioning again. Over time, I needed more and when I didn't take felt terrible body aches. Doc and I broke up and the worst withdrawals began. I read about bup and took myself to the bup doctor. I was now on bup and off vics. Years went by and every 6 weeks paid my $250 doctor visit, urine test, etc. we tried weaning down and my body aches were bad. Bup doc recommended that I stay on 2 mg for life. My bup doc moved out west 8 months ago and h gave me 6 months worth and suggested I find another doc. I decided that I no longer want to rely on these bups. It is now day 11.
I have not had the luxury to take off from work, I still have to cook and clean and give my teenage daughter baths and get her dressed and take her to therapy and shovel the driveway. I spent almost 4 days without sleep and wanted to die by day 4. My body was in so much pain and my elbows and knees had scrapes from me moving around so much at night.
I made it! No, I may not be 100% but if I can do it without a partner, without NA, but by my will and in my faith in God, so can you!
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Oh my God I did nt want to here this about subutex been on it for 1 yrand6mths. @24 to16mgs aday I dont think I can make it thru another WD . I swear I ll shoot myself Please some one tell me somethink diff.
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Hi,
That is normal for opioid WD, to fell ok for a few hours, and like sh** for the following hours, it gradually will change with time, and the hours you fell better will become longer, while the time you feel bad will become shorter.
Unfortunately, suboxone WD are a lit different, beside lasting longer, even if less intense, sometime you may fell ok for a couple of days, and then feel bad the day after, giving you the impression of going backward.
Hang in there, and exercise as much as you can, push yourself, i know its not easy, but will make you fell better.
Good luck, e don't give up, you can do it.
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