It's me again, i believe our stories have much of similarities, my problem began when a pharmacist gave me Codein for my headaches, i was confident i can never get addicted (i'm usually very strong at controling my cravings), but i ended up with this sh*t for 1.5, taking up to two 40 tablets a day, (that's good i'm still alife from acetaminophen poisoning). After quitting Codeine, horrifying withdrawals began that lasted more than a month so i turened to Subutex, but i didn't imagine that it was just replacing a horror drug by an other.
It's day 15 off for me, i'm experiencing the horrors of withdrawal all by myself and in a foreign country without any assisstance, i really don't wanna make my family go through this, i just wanna come home clean and sober. Good luck to everyone, it really take a lot of will power and courage.
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I think Day 14 or 15 was a turning point for me. I started to feel SLIGHTLY better each day after. Hang in there. It does take willpower and courage not to go back to the old way of life. As I've said, if I can do it anyone can. I was so afraid of the WD's. Stick it out. Everyone is different with their own way of detoxing. It can be done!!
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Livingit-Our stories r so similar it's almost eerie! I haven't experienced PAWS yet, but the cravings for the drug were intense for about 4 weeks. I could actually taste it. I am crazy when on opiates and I began to experience similar characteristics on suboxone as I did on the opiates. That crazy drug seeking behavior, taking more than prescribed, etc. etc. It was at that point that I knew I needed to make a big change. It was worth every hour I laid in bed not being to do a thing. Wish I had known sooner what was on the other side of Day 14!!! I am so envious of your job!!! I'm a HUGE foodie and have taken some culinary classes here in town. I love it. Take care.
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UPDATE: it's day 16, i feel quite fine today, the progress is very slow, but i think (and hope) that the worse is behinde me, i feel i can see the light at the other end. It's really worth the pain, and i don't have, at least for now, any craving for the drug, only disgust toward this poison. Thanks for your support, i'll keep update.
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UPDATE: it's day 17 off Subutex, i feel defenitly better then yesterday, not 100% fine, but better, i think it's getting better every day. i had yesterday, for the first time in 16 days, a full night sleep. Hope it gets even better the next days, good luck to everyone, it's really worth it.
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So happy to hear u r feeling better!!!! Im on day 30 off Sub and am feeling SO much better. I just feel exhausted at the end of the day and have NO energy to do anything. But most wd sx have subsided. I'm sleeping, eating, joint pain is gone, muscle twitching and RLS is gone, hot and cold sweats r gone. U can do this. Keep it up.
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I'm still craving the the sub. I can still taste it. The mind is a funny thing!! Thanks for the encouragement. It helps. Not everyone knows what Im going thru.
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Well i'm not gonna lie, i used an antihistamines medication to help me with sleep, but at least i'm over benzo like Klonopin. i think i may use the mecication for some days to come before i stop it.
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If it's benadryl it won't hurt. My doc told me to take 100 mg. if I had trouble sleeping. Much better than the Klonopin u were using!!!
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I did the exact same thing, although it wasn't my car. I searched every pocket and purse for the subs. That was around Day 13. The cravings were so horrific. Didn't find any and was afraid to see my doc for fear he would restart me on subs. Today the cravings r pretty bad. Staying busy helps. Can't wait to be at Day 100. I will definitely celebrate!!! Great job. I know it wasn't easy!!!
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I wish good luck to all of you, and hope that you keep moving on without relapsing cause it's really not worth it, life is full of beautiful things to be wasted on drugs. In the country i'm living in right now, unforunately, you can get any drug you want from the pharmacy and without prescription (just got to give some tips, lol). But now that i'm over it, i deleted all phone numbers of my pharmacists-dealers, and i even avoid roads near them. Almost 2 years living like a less-than human zombie, i've learned it the hard way and i'm not gonna forget it any time soon.
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I think I'm experiencing PAWS for the first time. I feel AWFUL! Cravings, stomach upset, difficulty concentrating, anxiety, etc. I was hoping I wouldn't experience this so soon. I'm miserable.
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