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You obviously have never went thru the suboxon prolonged withdraw to the debilitating point. I weened to .25 mg and after 30 days of no sleep went on opiates and weened from there.
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I really need to interject into this conversation. The secret to a successful withdrawal from buprenorphine is to NEVER allow your doctor to administer it in the first place! Take my word, there is NOTHING that is harder to kick than this evil drug! No, not heroin, oxycontin, dilaudid, even methadone. The half life is a killer! My quack had me on 60mg per day! My foolish part in my little passion play was my lack of due diligence before I accepted my "doctors" advice and failure to relinquish his administration of it. It seemed the logical answer to quell the aftereffects of a daily ingestion of 360 mg of oxycontin daily to kill the pain that accompanies cancer. All I can say is the pharmaceutical companies are making maniacal consumers for their grist mills.
Here's how I did it. First let me make one thing perfectly clear. I give ALL glory to God for this, because I never could have done it without the Lord's help. First thing was to switch from pills to sublingual film (2mg). The taper from 60 to 20mg was relatively easy (due to the long half life of the drug). That's when things starting hitting the fan. Forget about working at this point. Give yourself AT LEAST 90 days before you even contemplate heading back to work, so make sure you've saved up a three or four month nest egg. Then get your hands on a couple of "helper drugs". One is a benzo (be careful they are addictive also) to sleep and the other is actually a blood pressure pill named clonidine and lastly a newer drug Neurontin. You will need all these as you progress.
When you get yourself tapered down to approximately 2-3mg per day it's time to start slicing up those 2mg films. ( I don't suggest titrating more than 5mg per week.) I titrated about .25mg per day once I got to 2mg. This when the aforementioned drugs will be quite handy. The clonidine and Neurontin will help make your daily life less miserable and the benzo will help you get at least three hours of sleep a night. Although both sex and exercise DO help, you probably won't be in the mood for either, believe me. At this point you will probably feel the most miserable you have ever felt in your life but don't worry, it's gonna get worse- I promise. After you jump off at NO MORE than .25mg and go to zero, you're really still not at zero because of this hell sent drugs half life. The only way I can explain the feeling is having the flu exponentially multiplied by the power of 10. Don't beat yourself up by being guilty about your inability to get ANYTHING accomplished and don't let anyone else do the same to you. This is just the way it is. Some tips. Heating pads and massagers really do help with the restless leg deal, and do things to try to keep your mind off your misery (the mind really does control the body after all). At this point you have about three weeks till you start to have good/bad days and you will be feeling 70% better after 30-40 days. It wasn't till after about six months that I actually felt like my old self again, so be ready. BUT STAY THE COURSE. If you start you certainly don't want to go through this hell again and again! Another tip. After about four months, get your physician to prescribe Adderall (short term ONLY). It will do wonders for your energy levels, mood and anxiety. It's all on the road to recovery. Good luck and may the Lord bless you with his favor.
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Also, outpatient does work. Theyre there to help you. You just have to have an OPEN MIND. And know how to hold yourself accountable. Its difficult at first, but think of it this way, what you have been doing so far has been getting you where? Exactly. Try it another way. Open mindedness, honesty, and willingness are the keys to your success. Noone can do this but you. Dont blame it on anyone but yourself. Outpatient as well as residential (which I have completed residential successfully, was a peer leeder in there and have moved on to outpatient because I WANT TO.
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