I really need to ventmy thoughts at the moment.

I found out I was pregnant just 5 days ago. I think I'm about 5 or 6 weeks but I haven't been keeping track of my cycle.

The problem is I only gave birth to my son 4 1/2 months ago & had complications including a hemmorhage.

We were using contraception after I gave birth and I honestly can't work out when it could have failed - but clearly it has. Now I have no idea what to do. Being pregnant again so soon after giving birth is in its self not healthy & I don't know how i will cope.

I'm in a good relationship but my partner is also very much in two minds what to do in this situation. I think he leans more towards a termination.

Ideally I'd love to keep the baby. I love being pregnant and I really want more children but I don't think now is the right time. I don't know that it would be best for the baby, my son or myself & my partner.

I'm so scared of terminating it though. It feels like a bit of a miracle that I managed to concieve when we weren't having sex often & we were being careful & I realise that it is a life we are talking about which didn't ask to be put there.