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My first time posting ever, I was taking norco 10s for a little over 2 years, then started subs, then went back to norcos then subs then norcos, I played the ping pong game for over a year. I learned that Drs don't know what they are talking about. I was able to take subs as early as 8-12 hours after popping 10-20 norcos. The more I went back and fourth the faster and faster I could switch from one to another. The past year I would take painkillers about 4 days out of each then then hop back on subs. I got sick of it all, was harder to get the stuff (either one) a week ago i said screw and went cold turkey. Did a fast taper off subs, 24 hours after my last 4mg I I tossed back 10 painkillers. I for some reason thought that maybe my body would get confused and I wouldn't have a full WD from either drug. First 3 days were not bad, took up to 6 Imodium at a time as needed, slept but made myself get up and hop in the car to drive for a couple hours in the middle of each night and listen to motivating music and think about how amazing life will be. I have been through WD a day here or a day there the past few years. This past week has been so damn easy! Day 4 I started taking my adderall again, I felt 100% but I think I'm going to cut the adderall back out cause the past few days I've been kinda ehh, just restless, no sleep, not a ton of energy. I'm also taking the vitamin "L-Thyrosine" up to 3 times a day (helps boost dopamine. I would rather have less severe for longer time than hell for 3 days. When you feel like hell thats when the brain wants the drugs, when you just feel "meh" it's bearable, I have anxiety issues but I have my whole life. My anxiety is very bad now, but life is a b***h and it's time to suck it up and move forward. Ive been so positive through this whole thing, been laying around really planning on how I can quit my job and start a business stuff like that. I have kept my head away from the poor me and focused on the "this is my time, I'm finally going to go get the life I want", like I said before I'm a week sober from all that c**p, I'm not even going to debate weather I should take a half a pill to ease the pain. The fear of resetting the clock is enough to stop me from going back. Oh and every time I start drinking in attempt to sleep, I feel worse. So I stopped all that too. There is a lot of beauty in pain, get to hurting now, if you can get through all this BS you can take on anything. Right now I have the chills I'm hyper focused (adderall) I work swing shift so I don't have a sleep pattern. I'll lay around during the day, go out and get sh*t done at night (better on my anxiety that way) my advice to anyone, just pick a plan and jump, if this process was really easy, everyone would go back. Let what ever pain you feel be the result of years of screwing up. 3plus years of BS, drugs and hell, I'll gladly feel a little off for even up to a couple months. Not a bad trade! Sorry that this post was all over the place, I have been inspired sooooooooo much this past week (my body got a giant rush as I typed that :)) see thinking positive really does help, I thought maybe if I rambler I might end up helping 1 person. I spent over a year fearing all this, I wasted a year, cuz this ain't sh*t, time for me to go for a drive. We got in this position cuz we are babies and needed to numb pain, start forcing the opposite, it's the only way to change. God bless you all. The world is yours! Life is great! (More rush and chills as I typed that ;) this will not be easy, but I've done some impossible things while on drugs, and seeing how clear my head is now..... damn watch out world! My only focus is on the person I will be tomorrow. Make a plan taper down and JUMP, you will end up doing fine. Think about some things you have always wanted to do, reasearch those things, make a plan on how to get it. Think about tomorrow not today. Happiness is a journey not a destination.
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Would you be able to help me? I dont know how to use this site. 3 years ago i was prescribed 5 mg percocet and now i am up to 3/4's of a 30 mg oxy a day...and now my body is begging me to start taking that other 1/4 pill. I know it doesnt sound like much compared to others but my WD pain is REAL. I cant be in pain cause i have a 3 year old to take care of. I never took pills to get high...i got physically hooked after a bad labor (giving birth to my son). He is 3 now and is suffering because his mom is hooked! The depression from all this makes me so withdrawn from the world that we rarely leave the house. Plus, i feel like ANY physical activity makes that 1/4 of a pill wear out quicker. He is starting to desperately want friends and is asking why he doesnt have any. Please help me. Oh i can get subs and was thinking i could BRIEFLY switch to subs then BRIEFLY switch back to Percs....but i dont know how or if i should. Someone just please help
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