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ok,,my story guys,,,did pills for i.r yrs,,herion for 8 months,,then went to jail for Friday Saturday,sunday,,got out Monday still sick,,,got home to 6 suboxones I had gatherd during my herion dealing days as payments,,never used them till that day,,December 2011 the 6th I took my first sliver,,,dec 2011--fed 2016 ,,ive been on subs,,always bopught them oon streets for ten bucks each,,any ways the hole 4 years I made one strip last 3-4 days,,always,,never more,,then I got a job doing concrete,,hard worjk,sweatr a lot,,i would sweat like a pig,,i believe all the toxins subs and all were coming out,,anyways 7 days ago I stopped sumwhat,,the first 3 nights I would only take a tiny pen tip sized piece to help sleep along with zquil and 2x 5mg valuem,,never have taken valuem before,,since ive been detoxing ive slept a min of 6 hrs every night,,even with the tiny sub pen tip piece I took I remained chilled /hot,,but only had the sh**s twice in two diffrnt days,,,my family left to water park for weekend I was alone,,i watched nothing but funny movies,,stand up comedys,,made me feel good,,i laughd ect,,,today,,im still ch8uilled/hot,no energy,,but I did go out to eat and went on mile walk,,3 days ive walked one mile,,ran a few blocks,,i was shity feeling but while your doing it you feel good,,its super weird,,,,,and also the thing is I have 13 red specaled vicodins in cabinet that ive not touched and don't want to,,i truly want to stop,,if you want to stop you can have drugs in your face and you will say f**k it,,only if you truly have had enough,,,thats how I know im done,,oh yeah and I smoked weed also,,i don't smoke it but I got one joint from a person and took one hit evry night to help sleep,,one hit of weed,,zquil,and 5-10 mg valium helped me sleep everynight so far,,7 days already,,my lady had 10 valuem from a back issue she had,,they were in cabinet for yr or 2,,,along with vics,,I only did subs cause I got addicted,,as a result of trying to stasy off herion,,,its possible if my addicted ass can do it you can,,you justy need to figure out what makes it easy,,i also taperd down from the 2mg a day that I took for 4 years to more then half of that for one week,,didn't get sick but was super lazy,,,then I had a sliver left and used that to star the withdrawl,,what I took at night was so tiny that I don't know if it dissolved on my finger tip when I touched it to my toung or if it made it in therte,,lol,,eighter way,,,if you really wanna do it you will,,,my advice,,after the 3-4 days,,force your self to walk,,its 20 degress in wisonsin and im out side walking to make my body better,,,also hot showers is awesome,,and you need to sleep,,if you can get your self to go to sleep your doing good,,doing this with no sleep would be insane,,,Benadryl works too,,besafe when taking this sh*t,,don't overdose on sleep sh*t,,,,.good luck,,if I can do this you guys can forreal,,,,but before you even start to make your life a misery for a few days ask your self if your ecven ready,,,otherwise don't waste people times or yourself,,,misery to me was hot flashes and feeling like you r skin is all weird and warm,,,get up and move around feels good,,also if you smoke,,smoke a cig here and there,dont need any extra withdrawl susmtoms added if not needed,,love ya
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ok,,,,i was on 2mg a day suboxone,,,did this four years straight,,,,so I did a one week taper,,one strip lasted seven days,,,,woke up on eight day already having chills like everyday I did because so small dose,,i took 1mg at 5am before work,,then 1mg at noon with lunch,,i did concrete work and sweat a lot of it out,,so I would go into chills easily,,but fopr some reason from noon till 5am I was 100 % ok no sweats/chills,,,anyways,,so when I did the week taper I saved three eyelash sized slivers of suboxne,,,the first three nights I was already in withdrawls sever chills sweats and restless upper body,,so I took one sliver the size of an eye las,,I swear it when I say the size of an eye lash it was my emergency slivers for what I feared was to come,,when you go into full withdrawl and your sick like this,,and you take this tiny sliver the size of eyelash you feel the relief,,,also I took Benadryl with zquil,,the first 3 nights,,,4th ,5th,6th nights no sub slivers,,but took one 5 mg valuem with Benadryl and zquil,,over sedated,,still issues sleeping somewhat but did fall asleep and slept minimum of 6 hors 1,2,3,4 day,,5th,6th day same sh*t,,zquil,,one 5mg valuem with benadrylk,,not all at once,,take as need,,,start with lesser,,zquil and Benadryl,,if not browsy and relaxed then kaboom take the valuem or kolonipin,,"misspelled",,,,so 7th,8th,9th,10th days I took 10 mg Vicodin,,,,im on day 12 or 13 trying not to count now,,im a little bit chills with sweatrs but not bad at all,,,main thing is the sluggish lazy unmotivated feeling,,,clamy hands,,had the sh**s one time today,,,what I recommend is that you only take a 500 Vicodin at night before wanting to sleep,,not during day incase you get that buzz you like and then you start thinking how better it is not to be sick,,it happened to me,,,you will stop feeling sick and you will get relief,,you will eat slepp,and chill out like normal,,,and you start thinking,,so I say DOOOOO NOT TAKE IT DURING THE DAY,,YOU WILL LIKE THE BUZZ WAAAAYYY TO MUCH AND WANTING MORE RELEIEF,,this way you take it at night,,you are able to sleep but are not awake to feel the buzz,,,beleivwe me when I say this people,,,only at night before you wanna sleep,,don't pop the f****r and sit back and watch "KEVIN HART" LAUGH AT MY PAIN stand up comedy show on Netflix,,lol,,,felt way to comfy and way to easy to make you wanna say f**k it and go back to pills or subs,,,thtas the problem I see that had happened,,,you finally feel good after being sick for 7 days or what ever and you just don't wanna go back to being sick,,kinda like having a fun ass wekkend after a long week at work,,you don't wanna go back on moinday,,same sh*t,,you will not want to wake up to the sweats/chills,,i say wait 7 or 8 days,,then use a Vicodin at night before sleep to allow you a night to recuperate,,DO NOT USE FOR MORE THEN 3 DAYS,,,,,,,im not sure if this restarts the withdrawls or not,,so far im ok,,,,feel a lot better then day 2,3,4,5,6,7,,,idk,,,,its scary to feel good again after the sickness for a week,,,,don't do it during the day,even if you have your kid come over for the weekend,,,i saved up money for this situation and quit my job for 30 days,,i work concrete and told them hey I need off this sh*t and this is it,,if you want me back ill come back but for now I gotta do this,,,and here I am,,day 13,,,,i couldn't imagine pushing a wheel barrel full of concrete in a gian basement in a new built home,,,,i am a last sun of gun right now,,i don't even wanna get in show or go on walks,,i force my self to do it,,then jump right back on couch,,ooohhh,,also if you smoke,,i say smokem if you got them,,why add another withdrawl sysmtom ontop of another,,there is sysmtoms to not smoking when your a smoker,,like head aches,,,so take some puffs,,,,cigs are bad,,but were trying to make this situation the most painful one easiest,,,,,,,three nights with the Vicodin,,,i don't recommend percocets,,if so,,only half a 5,,,,lol,,idk,,perks and vics are indeed diffrnt ,,,now also are you ding this for you or your P.O.???,,,a person can be in rehad for 1000 years and get out to only smoke dope or crack,,or shoot,,or pills ect,,,if your not the one that's tired of thid life then don't even bother,,,,you gotta want this,,you truly gotta want to get clean,,,you gotta want to be ready to embrace withdrawls,,,I watched withdrawl/recovery videos from subs for a weeks straight before,,then said to myself,,alright mutherfucker bring it on,,,,then the next day I almost sh*t my pants with the runs,,lol,,lol,,good luck guys/gals,,you gotta want this period,,otherwise doont waste your time or others,,
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