yall are retarted ive been smoking all my life well a very good part of it you probly got a hold of some good weed for the first time it happens if you dont have a high tolerins to pot happend to my girl friend her first time smoking og kush you just get worthless for a little but its all good just keep token you will be ok you would have to smoke 1500 blunts in 20 sec to get a large enough dose of thc to hurt you oooooorrrrrr it was laced in that case check next time lol
It was most likely laced with something. Don't even worry it will go away.
Your not crazy ur just realizing reality I recommend LSD or shrooms thell show u the answer
Are you betterr!???....and if soo how?
ive been smoking for about 2 years now and im only 15 almost 16.... and i smoke almost anyday and pull romping cones with spin, its like im in dreamland now
Yeah it's been 2 months and everything feels like a dream and fake. It's really different and I hate it I wanna go back to normal!!! It's so annoying but it should go away. Your not the only one mate just think positively. Peace.
i recently just turned 16 years old. i started smoking weed in december of last year, when i was 14. i started smoking quite often throughout the school year, then that summer i literally smoked every single day. i loved it. i loved smoking, how i felt, and the way i looked at things.
once school started, and i got my first job, i slowly started to smoke less and less. one night early in the year, maybe around novemberish, i had a really bad panic attack after smoking weed. that night, everything was going fine, i was with a few kids chilling by a bonfire, feeling really relaxed. but the situation started to get uncomfortable...long story..and i ended up having to go home.
once i got home, i realized i'd have to face my mom and make up some story about why i came home and didn't stay at a friends house like i said i was. (at the time, my mom didn't know i smoked, and i didn't want her to find out) but i was completely stoned, and couldn't think of anything to say. instead of calming down and trying to act sober, i started to get paranoid. i knew i couldnt hide it. this escalated into a break down. i admitted to her that i was stoned, she wasn't that mad, just disappointed and confused. but i was acting very strange after this, almost like i was tripping or something, my thought process was really screwed up, so i just slept if off.
after that night, i didn't smoke for a very long time. then, when i finally tried to smoke again, i got SUPER paranoid. thinking of really weird sh*t. feeling conflicted with god and the devil. working my mind up to the point where i started to come up with completely ridiculous thoughts, and convince myself they were true. my mind was coming up with very evil, self conscious, ideas and explanations as to why things are the way they are. like the world was turning in on me, and there was no hope.
this whole year i've been over all pretty depressed. not as social. not as healthy, or happy. didn't go out as much as i used to. had trouble paying attention to anything. living in a depressed, fake, emotion-less daze, nothing like the girl i know i really am at heart. i often worry that the weed screwed my brain up for good, and that im going to be emotion-less my entire life and that im some sort of freak or something.
i desperately want to be able to smoke normally again, i miss it. but on those few occasions that i try it just ends up with me over analyzing everything, especially myself. i tend to feel cold, but hot at the same time. like my whole body is conflicted. the negative side tries to tell me that i'm useless, but the positive side tries to tell me that im thinking unreasonably and letting the paranoia take over me. i just want to feel the way i once did. i think the reason i feel this way now, after that breakdown, is because i get nervous that ill become paranoid as soon as the weed fills my lungs. just as i felt that night, and the few times i tried again. in other words, i psych myself out for disaster. i just hope it isn't too late, and that i'll slowly start to regain happiness, and feel alive and normal like i used to.....and not paranoid on weed.
has anyone else felt this way? has anyone else ever had a similar situation? is there a way to over come it? will i feel things and be happy again?
For anyone this happens to, do something active.... Run or jog, shoot hoopes. TRUST ME... I was like this and played a game of ball to ge tmy mind of off sh*t, and now Im all good....Weird I know.
pray to god he will help
I think you smoke the fake weed its called climax 2x I have smoke that before it gave me a head trip like crazy but this is real life just keep saying that to yourself and NEVER smoke that sh*t again
Marijuana containing only low levels of cbd , can in some people lead to anxiety . Get quality cannabis or hash with high levels of cbd . Also avoid too high doses . If you want to quit marijuana , but still keep having anxiety , then get cbd pills .
lol, that happened 2 me 2, but only when i smoked synthetic weed, but it did fk me up cuz after i smoked that sh*t... everything went wrong, i was so fkin spaced out... like my cuz asked me if i knew who she was and i said yeah, then i said her name... but truth is i couldn't remember my own name, and i had a picture of my mom in my head and i was wondering who that was and why i was thinkin about her(she had told me 2 run an errand later that day so i guess somewhere in the back of my mind i remembered that), my tolerances went way the fk down... like i used 2 clown on my cousin for being so high cuz i'd be alright... and now he's outranking me... then ontop of that about a month ago i smoked some mid and had a seizure... not the best experience... i fell off the horse and thought about retiring from weed, but >.> one of my friends made a bong and it was built pretty dam solid... so i decided i'd give it a try, next time it was epic, but like the last time i smoked which was about 4 days ago, we smoked some wiz khalifa and that sh*t got 2 all of us, especially me, but it was good, lol, the fked up kinda thing about that high though was it's still like effecting me, i'm still not back 2 normal, like mentally i am, but like when i touch things like my guitar or even my face, everything feels different than b4, and i noticed i'm more relaxed about sh*t... so idk, i guess it's a positive, i have noticed i last longer in sex now and it f*****g feels amazing!!!!!!!! omg, like the sensation has gone up alot, and i mean ALOT!!!! i thought sex was good b4, it was nothin like it is now, i swear i think i went cross eyed. so i dont kno 2 think of this as a curse or blessing... and really i'm not sure if i wanna smoke weed again because i dont wanna lose what i'm feeling now xD and i'm worried that if i smoke weed again i'll lose this feeling. So i guess my advice 2 u is keep goin, and stay hydrated, i found out that dehydration can really REALLY f**k up ur high. And good luck bro, with whatever choice u choose
Does the word fake mean fake??? Lol
i smoked alota pot, tripped hardout into a phychotic episode, couldnt control my body and i was spilt into like 5 different personalitys in my head. 6 months later,still stuck in a trip. You, have to learn to LOVE and ACCEPT the fact dp/dr is part of who you are, you have a perspective of no other, embrace it. Trust me the only cure is time and acceptance, i have been derealized and depersonalized for 3 years flat. And i turned 15 this year. First was due to anixety. Started getting better then bud came into my life and i loved it. Life is better high. `But, and i know, pot fu*cks you up, maybe not tomorrrow, or next week, but one day. Now how about everyone just not smoke weed? especially if you have prexisting mental problems.
This is sad to hear as you a are a young person. I am in exactly the same state as yourself. 3 and a half years ago i smoked weed and ever since ive been living in a unreal, daxe and emotion-less world. I know how much you would like to become normal again just like you was before. i also know that you wish you never smoked weed if you knew if can mess with a persons brain. i know i wouldnt have. But your still young, who knows after years you may get better and feel involved in life again. I suggest you pray to God and hope you improve. Yours faithfully.