Same happened here after i smoked for the first few times...it's all anxiety. Probably already had anxiety issues (like most) before you smoked and didn't "know it". Your not wierd, your normal. Almost everyone deals with bouts of high anxiety...You just keeping thinking everything is fake (derealization) and that's what's making everything seem fake... its an anxious cycle. May take time but it will pass. If you want it to pass faster keep smoking and you'll realize it was all in your head :)
Weed unlocks the Matrix and reveals the world that has been pulled over your eyes to blind you from the truth.
What is the world with live in is all a big lie. Totally fake and that it the weed is actually waking up your senses which have been put to sleep for so long. I would still rather not feel that way but it is a possibility? Its also a good reason for governments to make weed so illegal around the world. The last thing they need is the population waking up!
Don't smoke best way to stay alive
Everyone, I smoked twice about a year ago. I had the same thing happen. It is in your head. Not anything you controll though.You see, if you had a panic attack while smoking or becuase of smoking or got anxiety/parinonia from it, that is completely normal. But more than likely, you kept it on your mind for days after smoking which caused anxiety to build which leads to anxiety attacks and depersenilitzation. Which is that weird feeling you feel. It does go away. Once you stop over thinking.
Im 16 and i smoked 3 times and i dont do but 1 puff and im kinda scared bc i dont really remember much of the past few days. So what im wondering is will the side effects last longer that 2 weeks
How long did it take for you to come back to reality
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Do i have anxiety, schizophrenia or depersonalization? I'm not scared of it, but i just want to be normal again. I can't stop thinking about it. Please check it and answer...
I get this every other time I smoke or drink. What I've found is the more you think about it the longer it stays. Just ignore the feeling and focus on something else and it will pass. I too have anxiety.
You all guy are pussys for real that sh*t never happend are you sure you were smoking weed or some other crazy sh*t like mushroom or and know weed is not a allucinating drug
Hi everyone, I'm just wanting to share my recent experience for anyone that would listen.
I smoked a very large joint with two friends on Saturday night and took a very bad reaction to it. I smoked it at around 2am, and the first hour was a relatively normal high. I very rarely do any drugs, and the only ones I've ever done are poppers (years ago, and I'd never touch them again now), cocaine and pot. I actually had several lines of cocaine on the Friday night which was the night before the pot incident. I felt ok after the coke though, just a little hungover in general but nothing major. However it is a possibility that the coke in my system could have had some kind of combined effect with the pot.
After the first hour after smokingthe joint, I began to panic, which then caused me to worry and then panic even more and suddenly it became a very intense panic attack. I am 25 years old and suffered with panic attacks and hypochondria for some time when I was younger until I was around 13. I have been ok since then but have always been a worrier. This panic attack however was much more intense and profound and terrifying. I've never felt such pure fear in my life. I tried to tell my friend what I was feeling, but he laughed as he thought I was joking. As he laughed I panicked even more as other frightened me that he wasn't paying attention to me. As this continued it became worse, he laughed more and I was scared more until in the end I finally convinced him that I was ill from the effects. I began drinking lots of water to try and get better, and ate some fruit. I had to keep pacing the room up and down for over an hour, which felt like slow motion, just to stop myself from panicking more. This was in vain in the end though and I had to call a taxi to my dad's as I knew I'd be safe there. He had to talk to me for two hours to calm me down, and then I went to sleep.
The next morning when I woke, I felt a little better but still felt out of it, and became scared that I m might've done some permanent damage to my brain. I was terrified and disconsolate and paranoid as I thought I was going to be permanently brain damaged. My dad had to calm me down again, and I spent the whole day sitting in the house with him watching tv. I was able to talk and even be quite switched on and witty afew times making him laugh, but inside I was freaking out. I felt depersonalised or whatever it is, like I was not fully conscious in some way, like I was imagining everything and was in a dream, and that I was not in my own body. It was horrible, the worst thing I've ever felt. The thought of its permanence petrified me, I was nearly in tears. My face was numb and going cold and hot, my head really hurt at the top frontal part of my brain, and I found it difficult to talk as my tongue felt heavy. I couldn't taste any food either.
I ended up going for a walk, but couldn't even feel my legs and my balance was off and I was wobbling a lot.
I slept Sunday night, I was exhausted but at the same time felt scared in case I woke up feeling the same again and it wouldn't have gone away. I ended up having a ten hour sleep, but when I woke I still felt spaced out and surreal, which frightened me more. I tried telling my dad and by this time he had had enough and became angry and shouted at me. He adopts abit of a hardline approach after a while my dad. I disagreed with his attitude, as I really felt like I needed some reassurance at this point. His anger scared me even more and I left after an argument. I made my way home feeling like I was in a dream, a day and a half after smoking it, which was a scary thought as I was convinced I should've felt better by then. I went into uni on the train and felt terrible for the first couple of hours. My vision was blurred, my ears were ringing, I was in la la land. But I got on with it and by the time my next lecture started, I finally began to feel like I was back inside my own body and mind again. This relieved me a lot, and this relief brought more relief and this increased, pretty similar to the acceleration affect I felt from the panic attack but the opposite feeling.
It's now Monday evening as I write this. I jogged to my dad's before and had something to eat, then jogged back. I currently feel something like 80%, a marked improvement on the 20-40% I felt Sunday and the 0% I felt straight after smoking that joint! Hopefully I will continue to feel better, needless to say I will never be touching any drugs again in my life. I think what could have contributed to the panic attack, was the intense feelings of grief and shock I've been feeling the last four weeks since my girlfriend who I'm still in love with left me with no explanation. I've been strugglingto get on with things as it is, but after smoking that the feelings of panic from losing my gf accelerated the panic and there was no going back from there.
So if anyone has experienced or is experiencing this feeling of depersonalisation, numbness of face or limbs, paranoia, panic, confusion etc, don't worry I can assure you it will not be permanent. During the effects, especially if you have rarely or never smoked it before, you may irrationnaly believe that it will be permanent, I promise youIt will not be. Even if after a day or two days it has not changed, don't worry as weed can take over a month to leave your system entirely. You will be ok, just take on lots of water and try to eat if you can. Relax your mind and take deep breaths if you begin to panic. Don't worry it will make it worse! You're just going to have to accept you're going to feel bad for a while and ride it out. Don't smoke weed again, it doesn't agree with anyone, and if like me you're a person who worries or thinks too much in general, chances are it will not agree with you either. Keep calm, you'll be ok :)
Nothing's wrong with you. The problem is people's mannerisms we've accepted as true are fake and ego driven.
I know I'm a year late but if you still feel this way please email me. I smoked marijuana and the first time I got high, I got HIGH. That was 7 months ago and ever since I have had an altered sense of reality.. Like everything is the same but the spark is missing, everything is dull, I feel empty.. Also I had anxiety for this time too please email me if you recovered or still feel like this.
hey there, hang in there man, i know this is a very late reply but i hope it will help anyway. just ask yourself this question everytime you doubt your "reality". what is "reality" to you?. is it something you can touch? smell, taste, hear and see? if it is so i beg you to reconsider what "reality" means to you as all these senses can be manipulated right from the brain. a skilled surgeon will be able to replicate your reality whilst placing you in a coma. =D so for arguments sake this life that we call it is not that real after all. sure according to our senses things do seem real, but according to our senses the sun sinks and rises out of the ocean, the planet is flat, rail road tracks join in the distance. all of it seem so surreal no? pot does not make you feel like everything is fake, what it does though is it enhances whatever you are feeling in the first place. if you are happy you get happier, if you are sad you could get depressed. now for those in the medical field that says pot is an anti depressant, yes i do agree with you, according to scientific facts its supposed to lift your mood. this however contradicts with real life experiences i have with friends. i've had friends who smoked with negative people all the time, people who complain and look at life from a negative perspective. from what they have told me a lot of them got a "bad trip" at some point and stayed off pot cuz they got scared. as far as my own experience goes i've only had a couple of bad trips and it was because i did not trust the people i was smoking with. the issue with trust led me to a negative state which did not allow me to really enjoy. anyway back to the point of everything being "fake". you wont feel that way if you did not think so from the start, something seems off about this world and you cant put a finger on it. then you light up and now everything does seem off. you are only bringing yourself to a more conscious state. enhancing the doubt you have had since you were a child. my kind sir heed the words of Albert Einstein "Reality is an illusion, Albeit a very persistent one"
Get some exersize and drink water you'll be good