It was around Wednesday the 17th that the pain begin to develop..the bleedinq like a period..
BUT THE CRAMPS =( like no other ..
I usually take midols for cramps but I recently just took OXYCODONE(narcotic/painkiller)
And it knocked me out for about 3 hours..woke up with less pain..but hours after that and everytime I consume food is complete and absolute torture
This is my second abortion and my last...the first time I had one it wasn't this awful..
This time I feel I have been cursed and beinq punished for my sins :'(
i had an abortion on the 12th of this month october, i went to the clinic once to receive info, have blood tests and have an scan. I was 6 weeks and 6 days pregnant, So my option of abortion was the tablets.
I went back to the clinic later that week to be given an tablet i had to swallow, i had no syptoms of sickness at all i felt fine that day.
The next day u went back to the clinic for the medical procedure, i had my blood pressure taken an then i was asked to lie on the bed with my legs open, i was extremely tence and the nurse said i have had some slight bleeding, i didnt even notice. Then she inserted 4 tablets into my ladyness hole lol one by one.
The nurse said i should start the abortion within an hour.
So i was in the car on my way home and 20 mins after leaving the clinic i started to get bad abdominal pain, i ha already taken 2 paracetamol before i went to the clinic, so i taken 1 ibuprofen, 2 seconds later, PLEH, i threw up loads all inside the car. . . .my parents wernt botherd they just wanted to get me home, it was an horrid and painful half hour drive home, as soon as i got home my mum gave me an pad to put in my knickers for when i start bleeding and then i got sright into her bed with an water bottle. The pain did not stop, i was in agony, i felt the contractions coming and going getting worse, i took some codine (an really good painkiller which the clinic gave me) and ibuprofeni threw up several more times. so no pain releif for me. The pain finally went after about an hour and an half of tears, moaning and screaming. I was asleep for some time then whoopy doo the contractions came back, but this time it was much much worse. I was crying my eyes out, sqeezing my mums hand with my sister on the end of the bed crying her eyes out coz she hated seeing me in so much pain. I had the feeling of something coming out of my ladyhole so my mum helped me to the toilet, i could barley walk, pushing my hot water bottle as hard to my abdomen as i could. i sat on the toilet pushed an phhhhhhuuuuuushhh loads of blood came out and i threw up more. I got back into bed and the pain had eventually died down and gone. I fell asleep. I woke up several hours later feeling like i had just pushed out a fat pumpin out. i was sore but able to walk slow but not standing straight. I was sore for an few days after and eventually got better within an week. But yesterday 22nd october i started to get pain again close to contracting pain so i took some painkillers and it soon went after lying down for an hour. but it still hurt when i walk, crouch, bend over, sneeze and cough, also when i pass urine. so im going to doctors on monday to have an checkup as i think i may have an infection because i did forget to take the antibiotics i was given an few times.
I will never ever allow myself to have an unplanned pregnancy ever again, its the most painful experence ever, unforgivable.