hi , I haven't had sex with my boyfriend yet but we did do stuff , first off I gave him head and he only released pre-cum I swallowed a little so I'm kinda scared. but my main concern is that firstly on the sixth of this month we did stuff I remember feeling pre-cum and I touched myself but the problem is we dont remener if I touched myself immediately after or if after a while I liked did it maybe ten minutes later by that time for sure it would have been off my hand. m late and I'm terrified honestly the worst part is I keep doing stuff making out giving him head and letting him touch me I regret it afterwards but at the same Time I love him so much and love what we do so much I can't stop. I've always been sexual , not with other guys just in general . he's the first and only guy I've ever dine anything sexual with. I need help and there's no way I'm talking to my parents
Help ik in the same boat as you it's really scary to think of this stuff