so ive smoked weed off and on ever since i was 13, i am 22 now. i wuld usually go through spells of smoking which wuld be about 2 months long and then i would stop for about 6 months and the cycle wuld continue like that. but latley ive been smoking for about 6 months straight everyday. i typically smoke 4 blunts a day on average with some days i smoke 9-10 blunts a day hit the bong a few times and then ill pak a bowl. i just love getting high. but recently i smoked some weed and it scared the hell outta me. me and my friend was cruisin one nite and of course we was smokin, it was hot that nite meaning there was alot of boyz (police) driving around and then i got scared as hell i started having these helleshly intense daymares about dying and all the wrong i did in my life. my heart was pounding and i told my friend lets call it a nite. when i explained to him how scared i was he told me to chill and i was trippin cuz of the boyz. so i went home. there i was high as ***k and i thought i was going to die. it was the worst high ever and everytime i do get high i have terrible memories of that nite. but this only happens when i am alone though. when im with friends its constant laughter followed by a deep observation about the most irrelevant things life has to offer them followed by the munchies. someone tell what the hell is goin on?
Your growing up and your subconsciously realizing this is not where you want to be. Been there done that not on the smoke though, just the partying period. They say we are all psychic, we just don't know it, maybe your close to being busted cause when I thought about it, damn if I didn't get pulled!
It sounds to me like you're starting to suffer from anxiety attacks based on using marijuana. TO be honest, the only real cure for it is to lay off mary jane for awhile because it's only going to get worse. Would you be able to do that?