Anyone here overweight and bulimic?

I am overweight, and not just overweight but really overweight in the tenth grade, when Im eating I tend to not stop until I feel really bad, and then to get the load of emotion off my back, I sometimes, not always but sometimes if its bad, throw up. it makes me feel better I'm not getting all the calories, but when it happens I don't stop, ill throw up every day of the week. BUt the thing is, Im fat, this bulimic thing isn't doing anything for me so easiest thing to do is stop and get a better lifestyle.

It docent work, trust me, i tried, and it didn't work, now whenever i brush my teeth, I can't go back in my throat without gagging my lungs out and throwing up unintentionally.

I am bullimic. Although people look down on people being bullimic, people also look down on people being over weight. I started at 360 pounds and after dieting for two months i got to 156. Ive been over 160 pounds since I was 12. So ive always been big. Ive been bullimic and working out for the last few days and am down to 147 which From what ive seen, I lose about 2-3 pounds a day if i add in excersize and stuff like swimming. I also make sure to drink propel water which keeps my electrolytes up, I take 1 prenatal vitimin each day (im not pregnant but It gives my body all of the nutriants it will need for the day without the calories to prevent being unhealthy) I also brush my teeth after every purge and do my best to have my mouth wide enough that im not purging through my teeth. When I 'binge' i dont really go all out. I eat two normal meals sometimes three a day with my family until im full and then the second im finished, I get up and excuse myself and go purge. My routine is normally this:
wake up at 10, weigh in.
10:30 take 1 prenatal vitimin and 2 green tea fat burners with 1 propel water
1-2 lunch (whatever i feel like for the family lunch) 1 minute after finishing =5 minpurge
propel water
4-5:30 swim
6 dinner (whatever i feel like) maybe even a soda -1min later purge = 5 min
8 or 9 maybe a snack like chips and soda and then the second im done chewing i purge.
then i go onto the next day. I lose about 2 lbs a day. Its deffinatly not a good thing to get into if you havent tried other ways first id reccomend trying other ways, but for me ive tried everything in the book for 60 days each and not seen anything but weight gain. this is the only thing ive done that is simple, i lose a lot, and i actually feel great and energized!

Sorry, i meant after two months of dieting i only got down to 356 which is a loss of four pounds in two months of working out at the gym, dieting with mainly salads ect.

Im sorry. ugh reading over my posts (this is hayhayhannah) lol i hit the 1 instead of the three aparently multi times so heres my revised post: 

I am bullimic. Although people look down on people being bullimic, people also look down on people being over weight. I started at 360 pounds and after dieting for two months i got to 356. Ive been over 160 pounds since I was 12. So ive always been big. Ive been bullimic and working out for the last four days and am down to 347 which From what ive seen, I lose about 2-3 pounds a day if i add in excersize and stuff like swimming. I also make sure to drink propel water which keeps my electrolytes up, I take 1 prenatal vitimin each day (im not pregnant but It gives my body all of the nutriants it will need for the day without the calories to prevent being unhealthy) I also brush my teeth after every purge and do my best to have my mouth wide enough that im not purging through my teeth. When I 'binge' i dont really go all out. I eat two normal meals sometimes three a day with my family until im full and then the second im finished, I get up and excuse myself and go purge. My routine is normally this: wake up at 10, weigh in. 10:30 take 1 prenatal vitimin and 2 green tea fat burners with 1 propel water1-2 lunch (whatever i feel like for the family lunch) 1 minute after finishing =5 minpurgepropel water4-5:30 swim6 dinner (whatever i feel like) maybe even a soda -1min later purge = 5 min8 or 9 maybe a snack like chips and soda and then the second im done chewing i purge. then i go onto the next day. I lose about 2 lbs a day. Its deffinatly not a good thing to get into if you havent tried other ways first id reccomend trying other ways, but for me ive tried everything in the book for 60 days each and not seen anything but weight gain. this is the only thing ive done that is simple, i lose a lot, and i actually feel great and energized!

Hope this helps :) 

I just found your post and I hope there is a chance you might see it even though a year has gone by. First I have a few questions for you? Are your periods normal? Do you have any problems with acne, or facial hair, or any dark brown skin on your body? I ask because you are so young and may be suffering from polycystic ovarian disease. It is very common for PCOS and bulimia to go together but you are so young and believe me it can get a lot worse. Get tested and ask for a insulin resistance test. If you have it you will know, if you don't you can seek a safe weight lose program. Think about yourself at age 18. What do you want to be? Do you want to go to college? Use this time to heal get help now and when you graduate you can start your life as a healthy happy girl. Don't do what so many of us did and let years go by without addressing the problem. Good luck and best wishes.

I'm 21 and I guess you can consider me a fat balimic.im 162 currently and have had an eating disorder for all my life. I've always been teased about my weight from school and home. I have gone to treatment once and did a month in residential. Right now every living moment is a struggle to be accepted by anyone including myself . Looking in the mirror everyday is the worst and I often wish I was ghost so that I couldn't see my reflection . I made my intestint collapse from purging Soo much and have become othorstatic . When people hear my story they do a double take can that be true ? Could I have been Soo close to deaths door and still be 150 + pounds , yes and it's a living hell . I know I need treatment but I don't if I want it so I can be better or Soo I can get worse enough to have to go back

Im 16 and my weight is 75. I have been forcing myself to vomit like about 6 month +. When i eat i always check my weight everytime , and when i gain 1kg i will force my self to vomit. i did it everyday.

Hi, I am 19 and I am in my first year at uni.  I have always been curvier than girls my age but being 176cm means that I have also always felt like I stick out... I have over the years become increasingly insecure about my appearance. But having started uni this year and having found the living environment really difficult in my flat I have sadly resorted to bulimia. And as I have become more and more obsessed with my weight the kilos have slowly piled on. And now, I feel more insecure than ever. I am desperate to recover/loose weight and get back into the things that I enjoy like sports. I have told my family in the hope that this will push me to get better. But now each time I fail I only feel as though I let them down more.  I just wish I could rewind... I dont know where I am going and I feel lost. 

I really hope you didn't do this love x I became bulimic at your age I'm now 49 and finally getting treatment.when I was your age I was 147 pounds and thought I was fat now I'm 186.bulimia doesn't work it just makes you fatter and fatter as the years go by and you go through stages of having all the eating disorders but never getting where you want. I am On ssri s antidepressants which have stopped the purging binging a lot but when the eating disorders clinic told me you can die it was a bit of a wake up call. It's upsetting when people with no understanding that an eating disorder is a mental illness and come out with ignorant comments that encourage people to slowly destroy themselves or make them feel uunacceptable.I feel your pain everyone of you we must beat this evil illness together. If you haven't started please please don't.lose weight healthily don't mess up your body like I did. I decided to divorce bulimia that's why I getting help. You are worth so much more than bulimia would ever give you. X

I hate to agree, since it is supposed to be wrong. I never had a problem with weight until after my second child. Now I can't seem to lose it. I'm almost 40 and I'm desperate to feel like me again. They act like trying to lose the weight is a bad thing. Yet I'm tires of being "the fat" person people like to laugh at and look down on. It's ok to say like yourself, be happy with yourself while the same people will laugh at the drunk fat girl rolling around on the beach. It's just the funniest thing on A.F.V. and YouTube. Try being the humiliated woman. All these people can talk they are skinny. If only I could bring myself to vomit is do it to lose 30lbs.

I'm what you would class as overweight, and I'm belimic. I've been doing it for years, I haven't even told anyone. It started when I were 14/15 years old. I'd use my fingers to make myself sick. I'm now 23 I no longer need to use my fingers. I know I need to stop as I wouldn't want my daughter to go through it. Or witness it. But at the same time I cannot stop. It's hard to explain why I do it, I wouldn't even know where to start. I know I need to seek help. But I wouldn't know how to explain it too a doctor, as I'm too ashamed to admit to it, I know they'll judge "You're overweight and yet you make yourself sick" any advice from people would be great. Please tell me I'm not the only one out there that has these feelings.