I am a nineteen year old college. I have an amazing, supportive boyfriend. I can't help but to feel alone in this situation. When I told him that I was pregnant, I was a little hurt to know that he thought of no alternative. I never thought that abortion would be the option for me, and quite frankly, I'm more than embarrassed to have to say the word out loud. My doctor's appt is set for Wednesday if next week, but I go Thursday of this week for a "counseling" session. I have to go alone because its finals week. Perfect timing right? My boyfriend wants to be there, but I just don't want him there. He doesn't understand, and lately he's been so irritating and saying all the wrong things. I feel so bad that I can't love my child enough to keep it. I feel so selfish and foolish for letting this happen. We all know this is presentable. I am an avid Believer, but I just know that God is angry with me for the decision that I am about to make.