Hi, I know you posted a year ago but I am going through the same thing and completely losing my mental sanity. Please update me on if you ever got back to normal and got your feelings back for your relationship and everything else. It would mean so much
I was on nexplanon for 3 months as it caused extreme anxiety, anger issues, depression, etc. i decided to get off for my sake and everyone around me. Once i got off i felt sooo much better! it was great until i got my first period about a month later. I started crying about my boyfriend and i was so scared if anything ever happened to him. and then i came over the question “do i love him?” after that everything changed. for about a week and a half i cried and cried all day. of course because of my period but i knew it was something else. i couldn’t even look at my boyfriend because i felt like i didn’t know him. I Love him. my feelings have not changed for him but i feel like i can’t feel them at all. i can some times but when i’m thinking to much i’m scared the feelings i had before won’t come back. i love how supportive he is, and i won’t give up on him. i just want to know how long this will go on, it hurts so bad! i’m so sorry for everyone going through this i won’t wish this on anyone. I feel like we’ve broken up but i still have to be with him all the time because we live together. I don’t look at other guys are anything because i know i don’t want anyone else. he doesn’t annoy me or anything. it just feels like i have no connection with him anymore and i know it hurts him a lot. i think it’s getting better day by day, but i want to be back to the way i was with him :(((