Good breat hunting :O
Why do you say it's sad? If you are happy with them that's what really matters. I'm sure you will be able to find someone who will love you and them too.
When I was a few years older than you I dated a girl with very large breasts. She was very comfortable with them and even joked about their size. She didn't try to hide them or act like they were something I should worship either. When we were together she just liked to have fun with them and liked me to have fun with them too. Yes they were nice and squishy and I enjoyed kissing and caressing and squeezing them.
We both got married to someone else but I see her in the diner once in a while. Her husband is gone now and so are her boobs. I'm still married so I haven't done any more than say hi to her but I do wonder how she feels about losing them to cancer.
My wife's are so tiny we kid about her using AAA bandaids for a bra. I love her tiny boobs but I can't hardly touch them without her complaining that it hurts. It was sort of nice playing with those soft squishy ones without hurting anyone.
So I say enjoy them, have fun with them, be proud of them and let how you feel show to your future boyfriend so he can have fun too.
I prefer boobs between b-c cups. they are just more perky
i like to rub many boobs but i like boobs big and perfect!