It seems that dissociation is slowly becoming my main characteristic. At least that is what my wife says. And how wouldn't I be dissociated when I work entire day and there is so many things to think about and so many other obligations that has to be finished! And yet, I know that I am not giving her enough attention, not to mention my friends and buddies. But, I guess that's the way life is.
I think that at one moment we have to start changing some things, or should I say, start changing ourselves. I have been in a terrible situation last year, but then I have decided to look at life from a different angle. Especially when my blood pressure level was 140/100 for 5 days and I was 28 year old at the moment. Health is the only thing important, both mental and physical. Take care of those first.