As I current look in my cabinet I have over 20 different strains and wish I recorded which I was calm on and which I got angry and said things I have never meant. Maybe in time I will try MJ as medicine again as it was much better than prescriptions for pain.
I hope others with MJ/ anger issues read this and try to let go as well as love is more important in the end. With my sickness I am so very fortunate to have a spouse that looks past the nasty sores and pain. If I lost her I would probably never find love again.
Good luck to all that have the same issues as some of us.
However the thing is, he is not only smoking 24/7, but towards the evening also drinking 2 beers sometimes more.
So I am wondering if this short-temperedness could also be the result of mixing weed with alcohol? Not just the weed? Does anyone has experience with this?
I am not saying I am perfect but I don't feel that I ever deserve such blow-ups... It does hurt me every time it happens... I might be able to live with the fact that he forgets a lot of things, rarely thinks about consequences or shows lack of circumspection and foresight. I might be able to compensate for this... But this anger issue has to change... And as things look like he would rather lose me than slow down with smoking and drinking... Saying I have to love him for what he is... If he thinks that that this is the person he wants to be, I guess I will have to let him be this "person" and go - but it hurts...
And honestly: IHow can anyone say it doesn't change their mind, brain and consciousness if this was the reason for using it in the first place? Otherwise what's the point of waisting that much money on it every day? I don't condemn weed in general, not at all. But all mind-altering substances are no good once they turn into a habit... even if they're all natural... Nature made them for healing purposes and meditation... not to use several times a day. then it is called abuse...
I need guidance please. My boyfriend has been using MJ since he was a young teenager and he is currently 42. I am a few years older. We have been together for almost a year and love each other tremendously that we wanted to get a place together. He has horrible outbursts of anger at anything or when something doesn't go his way or out of frustration. I have noticed that if he smokes, he is much calmer and different. He has to smoke every day. If he does not, then there is potential for an outburst. We had an argument and last night over something petty in a conversation we were having. It was just a normal conversation and even though I was agreeing with him, I also was trying to protect him, but I didn't allow him to fully finish his sentence by agreeing with him and explaining why I agreed. Because he didn't get to explain himself fully, he grew so angry. I realized what happened and tried to let him talk and explain to me, but he grew so mean. When he finally blurted out what he was also saying, he was very rude. So, I calmly said to just talk with me like an adult and that I would let him off the phone and we would speak when he can talk to me like an adult. He hung up in the middle of the conversation. Now, he won't return any of my text messages or calls. I feel like I have lost him. This isn't the first time he has flown off the handle. It is only when he smokes, he is different and calm. I have realized this and was going to talk with him when we were together next to talk about it and come to a happy medium as I do not smoke or do any drugs. I did text him and apologized but that he also didn't have to be so horrible. I feel brokenhearted, lost, confused and hurt. Advice anyone?