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Im 15 and i masturbate to gay porn all the time. I find it just lures me back in to watch it again. And if i do dream of it I'm usually them receiver and giver, but feel disgusted with myself the next morning. And i just don't get the same rush from other types of porn. I mean i do like girls, and they're hot and all but just watching them in porn doesn't give me that excitement like gay porn. I have had a girlfriend for a short period of time and I've kissed a girl before but it didn't mean anything, but i just get a little rush when ever i hug a girl. And i can't fantasise about kissing guys or having a future with them. Can anyone relate?

Hi Guest,

To me it sounds like your bisexual so you like both men and women, but don't worry about this its perfectly normal and healthy.

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Hi guest. I can relate. I am a woman and while I don't watch porn I love gay male erotica and lesbian erotica. But I am in sexual relationship with a man, love sex with men, but I'm obviously not a gay man. I also fantasise about having sex with 3 men at the same time but would never do that in real life. There is a difference between fantasy, what turns you on, and reality, what you want to do in real life. It's ok to be turned on by gay male porn but have a sexual relationship with a woman. That doesn't make you gay. But if you are gay or bisexual that's ok too. You also don't need to make a decision about your sexuality. Just see what unfolds, who you find yourself attracted to in the real world and how that works out for you. It is really important to be true to yourself. I hope that helps.
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