Hi I’m 33 years old and I’ve only ever had sex with 2 people before the current guy I’m with and the last guy I was in a relationship with made me squirt which has never happened to me before and I felt embarrassed by it that when ever we use to have sex and he was giving me oral sex I use to push him off when I was about to climax and made sex really tense cos I couldn’t relax. Then I’d dry up and end up bleeding after sex. While now with the current guy I’m seeing we had sex for the first time last night but I haven’t told him I’ve only ever slept with 2 people before him and I was so scared of squirting and bleeding that I couldn’t relax when we were having sex and found that I wasn’t enjoy it and dried up really quickly which then made my vigiana burn why his f*****g me. What do I do?