OkGuyh. This is wha I have o say to you. It may not be very popular theory but it might let you undetstand your situation from another perspective.
So forget about all the obvious. You all know that it has something to do with depression and emotions. people often blame events in your life, something that drags you down to this state. And maybe in some cases it is right or has its part in leading you to the blind spot. However there is no cure in realising that fact. Your mind is a powerfull construct, capable of imagining and creating endless portraits of reality. But you have to understand one thing. It is a machine.. A computer operating complex programs - programs that allow your body and your entity to realise its purpose, whatever it might be, lets not go into that. the point is that emotions just like anything else that we experience are effect of biochemical reactions that take place in our brain. And sometimes the mighty brain, like all the machines breaks down. it keeps working but some functions do not operate normally. Serotonin and dopamine levels in your brain have major influence on your own portrait of reality. But that is just simplification to get to the point. And the point is that not always your depression is caused by a girl in your life or some sad situations. It might be the other way around and everyone seems to keep forgetting this. It is far more complicated than blaming the way that you see things around yourself. In some cases people are geneticly voulnerable to be depressed or sad without any reason. Their brain does not produce enough neurotransmitters. They do not get enough fueal to feel happy. Does that make asense? So there might be a problem that is strictly of a farmacological nature or psychological nature, or both. If you are " low on emotions " it is usually combination of both - events in your life and your brain capability to produce neurotransmitters. Some people will go through life laughing most of the time, and some people will be numb living the same situations and being in the same circumstances. That is a fact.
So.. What now? Ok, first of all think how long have you been feeling the way you do. Is it getting worse, does it change at all? Is there anything that makes you feel better or are you always like that?do you have dreams, do you know what would or could make you happy? Maybefyou are convinced that world has no sense and you are choosing to feel this way?
If you are always numb and have no reflection about the world whatsoever, and it has been like that for a long time, like a few years, I would say go to a doctor, you might need farmacological help.
If your condition changes and you have a lot of disturbing events in your life, try to fix yourself up, as you might need psychological help or just time to heal yourself. Nothing wrong in seeing psychologist if it is too much to cope with.
last thing I want to share with you. I know that you think it all has no sense and that life has no purpose. I have been there and I might be there again in future. There is no right or wrong in the way that you feel. Because maybe you are right, maybe world has no sense, how can anyone tell? But then you have a choice. Some people choose to leave and they go away... And I will not say that it is wrong. I chose to live though. I figured out that life is the greatest mystery in the universe and I wanted to see more of it. So if you choose to live but you feel empty inside then try to figure it out. sometimes all you need is change. New hobby? Like-minded people to talk to? Ask yourself again, is there anything you want? any small things that you can do for yourself? Sometimes you just need time. Time and changes, two things that will heal you if your problem is psychological. If that does not help then go and see the damn specialist. It will not make you feel worse than it is now and in 90% of cases it will improve your life.
remember that I am not qualified to give that kind of advise, I am just trying to give you a different approach from my own experiences. Sorry for grammar, english is not my first language. All the best to all of you, hope you will find a way to be happy again)
dude I guess you should stop caring too much and thinking too much about your problems, everyone has problems, not your bad if your Girlfriends are "whores" or your best friend turned out to be a sucker, you just should stop expecting much from the world and don't take things for ranted, start living for yourself and not for what others may think about you, you gotta be you, and f**k everyone else.