So I masturbate a lot due to my girlfriends low sex drive and my very high one. We only have sex with each other also.
I also had a bad habit of squeezing the end of my penis while I urinate because it gives me a good sensation, like an itch that hasn't been scratched in a long time.
A couple of weeks ago these issues resulted in me damaging my penis while masturbating, around the bump on the head(I am uncircumcised)
I was already feeling some pain from squeezing it and masturbating caused the damage.
It swelled up a bit and after a day or two it started leaking a fluid after I squeezed, initially it was a yellow colour but afterwards it was white or clear.
I'm not sure what the fluid was, searching online either pus or perhaps lymph? It smelled pretty terrible whatever it was. If I had to describe it it was very similar to what the inside of a belly button can smell like before being cleaned, an embarrassingly faecal smell.
I assume I damaged some capillaries around the head and the fluid may have been trapped there.
This cleared up after a few days as I was able to drain the fluid out myself and I stopped masturbating until my penis recovered, functionally speaking it's all fine now and it's no longer swollen or red.
But now my precum appears to have the same smell as the fluid? Though not nearly as strong.
Any ideas what issue I may have had and how it could be persisting now? Is it possible ejaculate was somehow trapped inside and some is still there or could it be an infection that hasn't went away quite yet?
Or has the fluid perhaps not drained fully? I haven't noticed any trickle out on it's own.
It's been about a week since I "recovered"
I was too nervous to see a doctor about this and as it started clearing up within a couple of days I decided not to, would prefer a home remedy if possible.