so i have been doing pills everyday for about the past year, i am addicted to percocet, but the blue 30 mg ones. i do about 3 or 4 of them everyday, and seldomly do oxycontin. i have to have a pill on my night stand because as soon as i wake up i am sick and need to take it. and i really want to get clean i just want to start a new slate and have a good life and not worry about drugs. i know that i am a full blown addict and im just under 18. about a year an a half ago or so i had to go to a program and get clean because i was addicted to shooting (injecting) coke. and havent touched it sence. i dont know why i always pick up on drugs my mom thinks i self medicate. but this is my problem, i decided i want to go get clean and i live in mass, there are only 3 adolcent detoxes and one is only for men. well in a nut shell my insurance will not cover it because im not doing heroin. ( which is what will probably be next if i dont get help) i have tried everything i have worked with 2 crisis centers had 3 assesments done appealed the insurance companys decision went threw the e.r. i mean everything possible. and no one can do anything for me. i tried going cold turkey and just within the first 3 hours i was so sick and had to get a pill. i will be 18 on halloween but thats a while to wait, because once im over age i can get into a program with the snap of my fingers the only thing the crisis team could tell me to do was ridiculous "CALL THE TV SHOW INTERVENTION." a crisis team told me that was my only option its like are you serious? i just dont know what to do. any ideas? I HAVE DONE EVERYTHING AND I JUST WANT TO GET CLEAN AND CONTINUE WITH MY LIFE!javascript:emoticon(':(')
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