I kissed a girl and i loved it!! but i cant watch born with women. I did it with a guy, and hated it! you have to try ;)
yea im 13 and all this is happening to me i just feel like there should be a name for this type of thing so i didn't feel so weird, but when im jacking off i watch everything but mainly gay porn is the most common. when i have ejaculated i don't feel a sudden feeling that what im doing is gross i just think the weirder the stuff i watch the more it turns me on. i feel the same way as u do that being in a gay relationship would not work for me but i just think the weirder the porn the better i guess.i also love to pleasure myself anally.
It also means you're not 100% straight either!
I'm almost crying right now, because I just begin to worry allot in the last years for feeling EXACTLY this way, and it was so confusing to me. I never felt in love with a guy, and I can't just see it for me, even though I have gay friends (male and female) and I am up for marriage equality, because everyone in this damn planet deserves to be with the person they love for heaven's sake, and I can't believe we're still discussing that nowadways. But with me it was something diferent. I've never felt atracted to a guy till I was 17. It happened, and I think it was still the only time it did to me. Gay porn also turns me on, but not the anal thing...that discusts me, just the blowjobs and the handjobs. And I think that in my case, the issue is that, I've never had any experience of the kind with a guy, even growing up. So I think I've always had that curiosity to try it, BUT I couldn't do it with just anyone, it had to be someone I trusted and knew it wouldn't feel awkward. I didn't knew what to think of myself, because I often thought that if I was gay, probably it was easier to understand, but I ain't. I can't see myself living with a man, and I've always felt in love with women. I'm 22 atm, and my native language isn't english, so excuse any bad grammar, but I just feel incredibly confused and lost atm, and I don't know what to do about this. I knew allot of guys who did handjobs to each other growing up and then acted like they were the most manly guys around, and that bothered me allot, because they used to call me homo for not hanging out with them, which to this day made no sense to me, because they were the ones screwing each other around, while I never even took out my clothes in front of another guy, because I was always so shy. This post, and the responses it got, were a major breakthrough to me, and I am so very grateful for them. I felt I was alone on this, and now I know it isn't that weird anymore. I wish I could talk to you, because I honestly don't know if I will be able to open myself about this to anyone.
This is so scary lol.... I am in the EXACT same situation... I mean... that's just freaky.. :o
Don't worry, you're just a huge faggot, but there is nothing wrong with being a faggot ;)
Well why dont you just go to a gay bar pick a gay dude up and f***k them like no tomorow but i am also curious so if you live in blackstone virginia or near there we should meet i mean kissing stuff is gross for guys but i like the porn better