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Good luck one and all, and if you're thinking about a drug treatment for addiction, I recommend Suboxone, hands down. Don't keep wasting your money on the street trying to get your next hit just to feel "normal" again.
I completely understand the pain that you feel from a bulging disc. Don't start taking pain meds now. Do the nerve blocks. If you don't have coverage for the nerve block, go for surgery if it hurts that much. I know this sounds extreme, but if you care about your 9 month old baby, that is more of a reason not to take drugs. I dealt with a bulging disc, only thinking I was in pain. I work in the operating room, lifting heavy patients and heavy instrument trays. It is very hard work, then I would go home to take care of my then 18 month old child. He is a special needs child, so it wasn't much different than caring for a 9 month old, only heavier and more difficult to pickup and carry. Never once did I ever take anything more than over the counter medication like percogesic, and that was only on the days that I thought is was really bad. Little did I know, that pain was nothing. I went through three nerve blocks (one every four months). If you only have a bulging disc, a nerve block should work, or maybe you need to see a different pain management doctor. Within two years I went from having a bulging disc, to having severe spinal stenosis. I couldn't sit, stand, walk, or anything without continuous excruciating pain. When it got to the point I couldn't walk up two steps to get on my front porch, and I couldn't get in my vehicle or lean out to close the door, I called my doctor again. That is when the 2nd MRI was completed. I just turned 40 this year, and less than 4 months after my 40th birthday I was told that I have the spine of a 70 year old. I have always been very active and healthy. I have always visited the gym 5 to 6 days a week, and never been overweight, because I ate right and exercised. So, it wasn't my weight causing me to have back pain. By the time I went to the doctor because of the pain, I only had 20mm of space in my spinal canal, and I had a slipped and shifted disc because the facet (joint) was pressing so hard against the spinal cord. The joints in my back are degenerating, and I had very intense pain. The only thing that would help me is a PLIF (posterior lumbar interbody fusion). I now have rods and screws in my back, fused at L-4/5. Only one week prior to my surgery did I EVER take anything more than what I could get over the counter. Believe me, I felt pain, but it was not worth it to me to allow myself to get addicted, and I had a prescription. Now I have to continue to strengthen the core muscles to keep the pain level down. My point to you is, you can strengthen your core muscles, without having to do any type of heavy lifting. If you strenthen your core, you will have the stability of your spine that you need. There was nothing I could do for my back, but post surgical I can do everything possible in that respect, without taking drugs. I was given a script when I came home. I took it religiously every six hours as directed to keep the pain away, for about 4 weeks. I have had several surgical procedures that I had no choice in, so I know pain, and they were nothing like dealing with a spinal fusion. After those four weeks, I got off the meds. When I feel pain, and it's just too much to deal with, I take Robaxin. It is for musculoskeletal pain, and is more like motrin. You feel no effects, except for a little help in reduction of pain.
take it from someone who knows pain, and also has to feel the emotional pain of watching a family member who is an addict, and she has children. It's bad enough to be an addict, but to put this kind of life on children, is simply horrible, and it affects everything they do for the rest of their lives. Don't you want to be a mother to your child? You can't do that if you are messed up on drugs. I'm not saying it isn't okay to take pain meds sometimes, but if you feel yourself getting hooked.... get off them now. You want your children to grow up and continue to have respect for you as their mother. They will lose all respect for you if they end up having to take care of you because of what could be an addiction, if you allow it to happen.
The bottom line is to just have wisdom. I'm not saying it isn't okay to take your pain meds. I'm not even saying you don't hurt. I know the pain you feel, but have to be the one to measure the pain, and be honest with yourself, or you will do yourself and your family who lives with you an injustice if you become addicted. That is a long hard row to hoe, and, trust me, you don't want to try it, if you have never been down that row. It is no fun for anyone in your life. Addiction affects the whole family... that includes spouse, children, siblings, neices/nephews, and elderly parents. You can/may lose everything you have, and ultimately end up alone. Becasue if you become addicted and decide you like your meds more than your family, they will have no choice but to turn the other way until you end up killing yourself, Lord forbid, or getting yourself out of that horrible place of addiction that you could be in. I know it sounds drastic, but I have watched someone I love for too long, and I would hate to see it happen to anyone else, whether I know you or not.
Find yourself a good doctor. I don't know your name, but I know God's healing power. He has more power than any drug. I will place you on the prayer list with the elders of my church.
God Bless,
medhelpman85 wrote:
if you take suboxone while methadone is in your system it will put you in immediate withdrawl. reason: the agonist in suboxone saturates the opiate recepters, if there is methadone already on those receptors than part of the suboxone dose will waste itself pushing the methadone of the receptor i.e. immediate withdrawl. and then there is not enough suboxone left to take its place. Ex. if you take 16 mgs of suboxone but still have methadone in your system than 10 mgs (depending on amount of methadone your on) just forces the methadone out of your system which will feel like instant withrawl
then there is only 6 mgs of suboxone left which is not enough to help a regular methadone withdrawl let alone a forced instant one...DONT DO IT!!!!
(all dose info was just for example purposes and based on the max suboxone dose your dose may be different.)
I AM LOOKING TO KICK METHADONE. THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS A DUMB QUESTION, BUT THIS ONE MAY SOUND STUPID: WHY WOULD I NOT WANT TO TAKE SUBOXONE AND SIMPLY INITIATE THE WITHDRAWAL PERIOD INSTANTLY, RATHER THAN WAITING FOR 3 TO 4 DAYS FOR THE WITHDRAWAL TO BEGIN? I WANT TO GET THE WITHDRAWAL PERIOD OVER QUICKLY, AND I'D RATHER HAVE IT START SOONER THAN LATER. WHAT DO YOU THINK A BOUT THAT?
The methadone withdrawals start after 3 or 4 days and then get worse up until about the 30th day. It's alot better to withdrawal a little for 2 days than 30 days. If your dr is good she can give you meds to help the symptoms of the withdrawals and make the 2 days less horrible. Its worth it I tried to stop methadone like 10 times in 4 years and I never made it past the 7th day. right not i am on my 6th day of suboxone withdrawals and its nothing compared to methadone withdrawals.
I have been on methadone for 15 yrs and recently decided it was time to stop dragging that ball and chain around. I took my last dose of methadone 5 days ago (about 10 mg). I began suboxone yesterday. My doc told me to start with one 8 mg three times a day. So that is what I am doing. Aside from post acute withdrawal, (sleeplessness, anxiety, pacing, racing thoughts, lack of concentration)the physical discomfort has been minimal, except for the runs to the john. Can anyone tell me if they think this Iis alot of sub to be taking to start the detox process? THANKS
Of course there is a chance of addiction with any medication, Suboxone, Methadone, Lortab, even Advil or Aleve. It is about moderation, taking it for the correct reasons and not abusing it and being completely honest with your doctors and being supervised by them.
Do NOT be afraid to take Methadone if you want to try it. I have had a deformatity in my back for 20 years and in the past 7 it has done nothing but gotten worse. I got addicted from the meds that my previous doctor had given me and continually upping the dose without thinking about what would treat the problem, not only the pain. My pain management doctor has been terrific and I was able to get off all the pain meds and the Methadone has be amazing. It is YOUR responsibility to be responsible. But please, dont be scared to try it if you feel it will help.
PS. One more plus, Methadone is covered by insurance or Medicaid, Suboxone is NOT and is EXTREMELY expensive.