tbh reading this made me feel sorry for you, ok so he suffer with bipolar but thats shouldnt give him the right to start hurting you hes been unfaithful to you with other women. and what interested me is what you said he abuses you when no ones home, i say you deserve better you shouldnt be with a man who hurts you, no one woman should be abused by men, this sounds like a similar story to what happened to my mum i dunno if you can relate to this but when i was young in primary school, my mum had a boyfriend first he was dead nice to my mum then further down the line he started beating my mum up and rapeing her, shouting at her and its was common to see and hear my mum get upset which made me feel like sh*t because of the pain he given her i feel guilty because i couldnt protect my mum from him abusing seeming i was so young. he was controlling didnt like my mum talking to other blokes and he used to hurt my mum when there wasnt anyone home or when me and my brother was there, which normally the abuse was upstairs and i used to hear crying all the time and it has affected me it still does now, but anyway i think you should just leave he shouldnt be hitting girls in the first place. you dont deserve to be punished. and im sorry to hear that you got depression bless you i suffered depression only short term my mum had it for years bless her. ok he gets in bad moods with his bipolar but he should be man enough to know thats hurting other people isnt the way to solve things and his medication must be sh*t as hes putting you through hell. if he made you depressed then i think you should just leave.
Oh ,It's terrible.I feel so sorry about what happend in your life.I think it need to have talk between you and your husband.After talking if he still doing so just leave him.There is no necessary to be with him.Bless to you.