We had so much in common and she also suffered from high anxiety, ocd, schizo effective disorder... I have high anxiety,depression, ocd and panic disorder myself..We met in a support group in 1986 and got in touch not long after that , started seeing one another and hit it off after that and started going together.. We loved each other so much and time came where we parted in one point and got back together again just recently..It felt like that same feeling I had in 86!..We have been with one another supporting each other, going places daily almost... I was everything to her besides her Dad... She was eating last week with her dad in a local cafe when she choked on a sandwich... Noone was able to revive her and she ended up in Hospitalin critical care with a breathing machine... about 3 days later they said she went into cardiac arrest and a seizure that took her life... I am devastated! I have noone and I am so heartbroken..Everything I see makes me cry!... Anyone with any help please respond to me..
I am sorry for your loss. It is really sad, and I understand how heartbroken u feel right now. But she would n't have wanted u to feel like that. Whatever happened cannot be averted, but you should try to live a beautiful life, for her, if not for you.
You should make each day count and appreciate life, and do something good each day, no matter how small that good deed is. You will feel better.
I am sorry if anything said by me feels wrong, but I meant well. May god help you find a better direction in life.