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. I was at 8mgs of Suboxone for the average part of 16 months. Decided it was time to kick Subs, they helped get life back in order. After awhile however I decided that I was done. I slept with the help of Benzos (Aka valium, xanax, Clonipin, ativan) Aswell as some seroquel 1mg benzo and 50mg Seroquel. However on the 6 day nothing helped for sleep. Suboxone is a new drug for the market. If you are fine with staying on a drug for the remainder of your life then Suboxone is the one. Me however I just don't like being dependent/addicted to anything. Suboxone is a whole new kind of w/d for me. Oxys and Vicodin were nothing. Heroin is a better option too. My worst by far has been Methadone, however Suboxone comes in a close second. After day 6 I had to combine sleep meds with this new stuff (for me) Neurontin, is about the closest to feeling normal I have been thru my Suboxone wds. I don't really care for Benzos cause well those w/ds are just as bad as a hard opiate kick and just as long as methadone and suboxone depending on length of use. Withdrawals are withdrawals, no avoiding. I have tried tapering and about the best taper was one of my first attempts to kick opiates and that was going from H to Oxy to vics then to nothing. That was about a month long process. Almost went to sleep the whole night my first nite. However if you are an addict and not in some recovery based program you really just are probably not going to make it. And that time I didnt. Suboxone will get your life back together, then slowly let you crumble. After 16 months of use, I started convincing myself more and more after learning more and more that I was sober, but I am not kidding anyone. There are alot of people that say they don't feel a thing when they take Suboxone, to me they are full of sh*t. After 3-5 months of being on Suboxone I was getting a energetic high off them every time I took it. It reminds me more of how opiates were when I started them 14 years ago. And every time I went out on them. If you are lucky enough to read this before you get on Suboxone, my suggestion would be to take Suboxone as little as possible and get off it as quick as possible (2 weeks max). I have seen bad heroin addicts be almost normal with the help of Clonidine in about 2 weeks. All normal meaning is that you can work and sleep. lol. Suboxone is like putting a band aid on a river to stop the flow. It only works for so long until you figure out how to nod on it (not mentioning that how to). My best option would be quit and get to f*****g recovery fast man. . . do what they tell you and make some friends. Cause opiate addiction is a mofa.
It is inspiring reading this post, most of what I read online is that is a nitemare! I have never had a dependency on pills/opieds/etc but started taking subs cuz all my friends had them and honestly it gave me a buzz whichi liked. Its now been several months and I need to stop. I was scared to death of how I am going to feel and I am going to taker my last 2(8mgs) and streect them out over 4-5 days, maybe try to skip a day inbetween and take nothing that day, followed by a quarter or a half. Alot of my friends have been to rehab for H and are prescribes subs. If anyone has any advice or suggestions the best way to come off this s**t please let me know. Ive been taking roughly 1 a day for a while now, but I am not going to waste my $$ on it anymore. Im just nervous what is going to happen next. My plan is just suck it up and rough it out for however long the misery is going to last.
i just ran out of buprenorphine
To all,
this is my first reply to all of the blogs and sites that I have read which is numerous. I must metnion that my choice was Vicodin or Perc's whatever I could get and as much as I could handle, boy it was bad news. I orgnially convinced my self I needed it for pain but later it was I just needed!! I started taking Subs and everything on the market was to driven towards dont deal with the WD's from Opiate. I am a business guy and I do very well, no one knows about my issue and I am on day 8 cold turkey after taking between 24-32mgs a day of Subxe. My supply dried up and I am to proud to go to a doctor as everyone in my life will find out. I did this to myself and I will fix it and get out of it. What has been key for me is my diet and hydration and exercise. I have been almost like starving myself for a week now partly because I have no appetite and drininking as much water as my body can handle everyday. I am flushing my system trying to elimate the recptors attached to my brain to block opiate. Also key is getting through the half life, that means when at least 50% of the drug is out of your system. It is differnet for everyone, but most important MENTAL, you have to stay mentality strong and stay positive. I always say to myself, if you people can do it, SO CAN I. I know if sounds arrogant but guess what this is a fight and anyone who tells you that it has nothing to do about will power is full of it and has never dealt with something as hard as we all have. Listen the water and hyrdation is key, it will help to reduce the tired feeling you have, also the sleep thing will take time, I am dead tired, cant hold my eyes open b/t 7-9 I go to bed at 10:30 and 11:30 I am tossing and turning, I calm myself downa dn tell myself that this is part of the process, be patient, we all abused for years did we think it would get better in 2 days. Punish yourselves kick your own ass, next time you want to put a pill in your mouth you will laugh and say no thanks.
The only otjher thing that is messing with me a bit are the funky smells that are eminating from my body. I take care of myself and shower twcie a day but on my hands, I get this aweful smell almost like a metal, this ia nother reason why I am drinking water galore to get trid iof the smellls. Over all I feel better but still have WD's but each day does get a bit easier,in some way or shape. Hang everyone, I am really excited to have my life back and not be beholden to a chemical. I just want it back to my copllege days when I could go out and drink a ton of beer and really enjoy myself and then not do it again for another week until the weekend comes. Oh yeah I almost forgot, take 1000 mgs of L - Tyrosine, it is an amino acid that helps to brain and neverous functions, it will help your brain to bridge the gap between with the receptors as they are broken right now and need to be fixed.
HANG TIGHT AND STAY STRONG EVERYONE!!