Today is my 14th consecutive day sober.
And I'm exhausted. Even typing this is a task for my arms.
Legalising weed is a bad idea in my view as well. You drift away from society in the long run and start hanging out with same kind of losers. That opens up a world of issues when hanging out with losers.
Then again, if one is smart, one only smokes once a month or something like that, then it won't cause issues.
This is actually my first time being sober from everything in decades. Over the years I would flip flop between marijuana, pharmaceutical opiates, and tramadol. Although I haven't used pharmaceuticals in about 6 years, keep in mind my history when comparing your withdrawal symptoms to mine.
For the first 4 days the cravings were out of control. I was barely able to maintain during those 4 days. I was lucky to have kept sobriety. I was always angry and it felt like someone reached a hand up my spinal cord and was digging their fingers into my brain causing serious anger.
After that the cravings and anger went away and replaced by strange effects.
I feel tired during the day and restless at night. Sleeping is hard without the help of melatonin (1mg). That helps me get sleep. The rest of the problem is now I have no motivation to do anything. I force myself to get up every morning and go to the gym and workout. I have to drink coffee to get my unmotivated butt out the door.
I also have brain fog. I think it's slowly starting to dissipate over time but it makes concentrating on anything extremely difficult. For instance I've been trying to read a book entitled, "memoirs illustrating the history of jacobinism" which on its own is a somewhat difficult read. With this brain fog I can make it through 10 pages and I'm exhausted.
Although I would flip flop between marijuana and pharmaceuticals over the years, I wasn't ever actually sober. Now that I'm truly sober, I think my symptoms will be more severe for longer than just a chronic weed smoker.
As time goes on I'm getting small bursts of feeling happiness and joy but they are still somewhat few and far between. I'm going to stick with it though, I want to enjoy life sober bad enough to deal with this c**p.
I wish you all the best and keep strong. I'm pretty sure it'll pass with time. Here's to hoping!
I’ve been done for almost two weeks this Saturday. When I was younger(about 10 years ago) my left lung collapsed due to an infection after getting pneumonia. I took up smoking 3 years ago after a tough break up and haven’t quit since other than for a drug test. Never done anything but weed, don’t vape, no cigarettes, nothing but good ol’ Mary Jane and I coughed up blood recently but it’s been extremely manageable and made me realize I need to wake the f*** up. I dug myself into a hole and the only way I could nearly breathe was by taking another hit or smoking another bowl. I know it’s going to be a tough battle but I feel great, bloods gone away and I feel way better now, other than the extreme exhaustion. I can take a nap anywhere. Hopefully now that I’ve quit I can pursue my dream of joining law enforcement or becoming a truck driver. Good luck to everyone quitting, god bless.