My daughter lost her suboxone bottle and committed suicide about a week later. She left a note saying she couldn't stand being an addict any more. But she had made plans for the next day. She had a lot of her Paxil, a little alochol, and a lot of cocaine (not her doc, that was benzos), which caused a heart attack. I am piecing togehter that she felt suicidal and went out to get whatever she could that might kill her. Or that she went out to get suboxone on the street, ended up with the coke, and oon impulse took whatever she had hoping she would die. my poor baby.
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I am at a lost for words for your lost. You and your daughter are in my prayers. Your daughter is not alone I who have not had a negative thought in over 30 years tried a fatal suicide attempt nine days after my last Suboxone dose. Now Reckner Pharmacueticals wants me to sign a medical release form?
My 26 year old son shot himself and died while withdrawing from suboxone. He was 9 days into the withdrawals and was on a Xannax and wine. I feel your pain. While they are out of pain, we all will suffer till our death. I often wonder if the xannax and wine or was it just the Suboxone withdrawal? My condolences.
My 26 year old son was on suboxone for 5 years. In his attempt to taper he ended a 9 day journey with gun on June 18, 2014. Committed suicide. No one should attempt to get off without being in a clinic with the protection of the experts.My son's Doctor sold the drug out of his office. I wonder about that? Did he want my son to get off the drug? It is my understanding that this is meant to be a bridge between heroin withdrawl and freedom from dependence that should only take a few weeks. I may be wrong
My son who was addicted to heroin 10 years ago, and was on Suboxone for five years and was trying to taper himself off of the Suboxone. Well, he was going through such agony that he got cocaine off the street (which was not his drug of choice), went berserk, and shot himself in the head right in front of me. He was 33 years old, going to college and getting all As, and had everything going for him: A great sense of humor, health, and good looks, but could not beat his terrible addiction. The suicide was a shock because he never talked about harming himself. I find his passing unbearable, and I feel deeply for anyone who has gone though the same experiences. I try to make sense of it, but I will never know the real reason for his addiction and his suicide.
I hope your pain lessens
Write on paper "don't kill yourself", then write the names of the people it would destroy if you did. Look at this paper as often as you need.
Before that 1 year methadone clinic
And now I am so depressed anxiety disorder and the pain is so bad I no
What it like to feel they are no hope
But look on the brite side
My husband took his like 9/11/22 8 days after telling me he had been taking Suboxone for a couple years and was giving it up. It had been messing with him bad to the point he had been planning it for a while. So sorry for your loss and I wish there was something we could do to stop this drug from taking any more lives. The difference between this and drugs on the street is big brother being drug dealers instead of the dealer on the street. So sad