im attracted to male genitalia, but im not gay.

No.

I think it is more of a curiosity thing. You want to know if you're similar to other guys and are comparing. That's all.

i agree with medic-dan
( look up HOCD)

I felt like that when I was your age and still do many years later. I don't know what you fantasize about. Blow jobs or anal sex? I don't really get turned on giving head. Fantasies about or having anal sex is what turns me on the most. I have anal sex like a female has vaginal. I've learned to accept this fact about myself. I'm straight but under certain circumstances I turn into a girl that is hot in the ass. I have no desires to kiss, snuggle or give oral sex to a guy. I love to do all those things with a female. But I have learned to love this little quirk about myself and I think you would love it about yourself if you will accept it. You don't have to tell anybody about it. If you ever decide to give it to a special friend it can truly be like pleasure you have never felt before.

I completely agree with you and am the same. The thought of kissing a guy to me is a turn off, but the thought of having him in me or us orally pleasuring each other is a total turn on to me. I am straight but from time to time have bi tendencies. I believe as a male it relates to a guy knows how a guy needs to feel, especially when it comes to sexuality. JMHO

Please forget about labels my friend and just get on and do what your instincts suggest you will enjoy. Does it really matter whether you are gay or straight if you enjoy looking at the male genitalia whether resting or up and ready for action? No it doesn't!! My guess would be that a guy would deliver better blow jobs as he knows what makes his penis excited more than a lass who has no personal penis experience. Just lie back, relax and enjoy and GOOD LUCK! X