How did I end up here from the Marijuana part of the site?
Anyway girl, I read every word. The last paragraph pleases me to no end.
Life is very gray as opposed to the things people who would have you believe otherwise would say.
Don't think of yourself as damaged goods, okay? You are well on your way to recovering. Maybe you have recovered completely, as I just became aware that this OP was from more than a year ago.
You take very good care of yourself.
I got raped by a County Sheriff back in the summer of 1997. He fondled my breasts and told me that's the best thing he liked about me. I was 51 at the time. My former in laws said the same thing about my breasts. I've also had boyfriend's moms tell me I deserved to be felt out. In other words, have people feeling out my breasts.