My soul has also been taken by 10 yrs of Methadone use. It can slowly ruin your mind and soul. I'm not even gonna get into the paradoxes involved with methadone use like being told methadone is better than heroin for getting clean. Its harder, takes months to a year to complete and the pain is unbelievable. All street drugs are dangerous cause you never really know what's in them, but dia-morphine ( clinical heroin ) is safe, doesn't attack any bodily tissues or organs unlike methadone which kills you little by little. The problem in the US is the lies. We are told the problems are related to the use of heroin when the majority of crime, theft, arrests are because people can't get heroin
So the problem is not having access to clinical meds that could easily be tapered and the patient could be free in a month! 1 percent of people who have been on methadone over 5 years get off. That is innaceptable. The methadone system is archaic. Dia-Morphine treatment is the future and is already in use in the UK. Watch thetruthaboutheroin on you tube. You will see over 50 percent success rate at their clinics cause they treat the patients like humans and care less for stupid old regulations then a persons life. Its amazing the US docs for the most part know nothing about the revolution in addiction treatment in Britain. I believe the reason is part shame, part ignorance and a bit of pure meanness...
Your message answered some of my questions for being on this site. I have chemotherapy induced neuropathy.& suffer from c**p. So my dr. Said about 3 hours in between the method and the weed. I do have my medical majajuana card. I am. On the low dose of it 10. Q 8 hrs . I rather have maryJane but unfortunately this b***h neuropathy is stronger than the MJ so I have gotten that side effect. Hard to breath it's scary as hell. I just lost my daughter age 33 to accidentally overdose. But I need my weed to functions.