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Me too! No help where we live. You have to be rich, incarcerated ( then they let you go eith no tools or help cause they know you will be back) or be very poor. Then they show you your bunk among 20 others that stinks like pee and no meds or teas or anything. Yes your hair turns grey.. You get dry skin and wrinkles and they don't have enough government food to even get enough calories let alone healthy calories or supplements. Very sad country we live in. Huge part of the Dr. / pharmaceutical pact to create more drugs for us to try then take them away to find them on the street. Good luck and use your own strength and get that monkey they created off your back. Remember.. You. Own .. Your .. Power. Take it back and retaliate. +++
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Sending some strength, love and peace out to all, be strong!
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The song I've seen better days still is ratteling around in my foggy head. 79hours in.
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I need any and all advice I can get. I know I knocked K before but am going to try to order today. Leaves right. Not enhanced. 2 tsp. as needed. I hope it helps. The head buzzing and ears ringing are ok but shaking legs are THE worse when you can't sit or leave them still. Walking around or taking baths at night isn't an option as I live with 3 adult makes who do not know my habit. Anyone who is given pills for injury please do not take longer than a few weeks.
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Hang in there! The K does help! Get powdered leaves, it is a little easier to take that way.
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Ok.. Many sites out there I wish I knew a reputable one. I know you can't put web sites on here. I am still using and have off and on for 12 years. I use Vicodin but recently been getting narcos 10. They are so different than my 500 Vicodin.. I forget they are 2xs stronger so take more. I don't like the buzz. They make me scatter brained and lazy. I asked my Dr. To go back to 500's and he said its better to take the narcos because they are not so hard on my liver! ( more hydro, less aspirin) I am so afraid of the withdrawal. I think it will be much harder this time. Good luck and prayers for all who are trying to get clean and those who are struggling to stay clean.
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WOW! You are on your way over the hump! I am so proud and envious of you! You are going to make it! Try doing something outside yourself that you can focus on so you don't focus so much on the head buzzing. Try to think of it as an earache. Try to read something your really interested in or do simple mindless things like dishes, throwing things away that remind you of pills, make tea, cut up veggies for soup, anything to not be in tune with your head. Please let me know how your doing and WHAT your doing. I will listen.
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Not sure how this site works yet but last post was for guestaz...
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Speciosa pro is a good one.
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Thank you for that info Georgia. That helped me narrow it down. I'm trying to prepare and taper. Taper is hard for me. I just want to take more it seems and am always on verge of withdrawal. So I would rather take more. Sounds silly even to me. :-)) but you know what I mean. I read back on thread and you are doing amazing and so helpful. I hope things have gotten easier for you. 6 months coming. Do you still count everyday, week and month or are you sooo over it? Anyway I am glad your still here to help others. It's a great service to us. I will understand someday when you just don't want to think about addicts or their problems. Not sure I would. Unless of course you think of it as " I'm so glad I'm not where they're at. I'm not going back to that sick way of life...ever!"... Keep up the good work! Thank you again.
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I don't know, I still Get hit with cravings every now and then but for the most part I try not to think about it. I don't ever want to go back. You hang in there I'll keep an eye out on this forum and will be here if you need to vent.
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Morning Everyone!, Georgia my mom is doing good! My life has become very busy and hectic. I have been trying to get on here for awhile. I'm lucky to get online to work lately. This has been an interesting month(prob no coincidence that I'm here on my best friend who passed Birthday). Georgia the synchronicity in things well in life really creep me out. I have a couple strange stories to tell you about. Idk, I'm doing good gaining weight, eating right. I think of ya'll alot and am really going to try getting on here more. Georgia how is it down there? We got hit with two huge storms. One that left us with no power for 3 days. GENERATOR, I will never go without one!!!! Well, just wanted to say hi and see how everyone is.
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Hey purrrpill! Good to hear from you, I am so glad your mom is doing well, I was worried!
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Glad you are doing well, keep it up! How are the dogs doing, haven't adopted any more have u?!?! :) glad you made it thru the storms, the weather has been nice down here. I am doing okay, fighting my back pains, but staying strong!
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I read these a lot...I am sure this will be read ocne twice? well heres my story...

 

I started on oxy's long time ago, got hooked quick. I had my first police charge after I stole Ipod touchs from the storie I worked at...right when they came out; to support my habbit. soon after, i lost my oxy connect, tried Heroin  instead, loved it...my first time I threw up the next morning, did a bump to feel better.  next thing I know I am shooting it.  I was a str8 junkie, I stole from my own mother, my f*****g mother...along with anyone I could get one over on...I picked up 4 felonies, and 30 days jail.  I cleaned up, I got 2 jobs both full time, 60+ hr a week, I am 26 working at tacobell and a cardealership...jobs for 16 yr olds...but I had to do what I could.  getting clean this time was easy? as I had NO CHOICE! But after being "clean" 2 years...Id drink occasionaly and maybe smoke a joint every so often.....I met a beautiful girl 5+ yrs my younger, smart, so beautiful, smart, and accomplished for her age, I fell for her, she fell for me.  She is good for me, she makes me be stronger then I could on my own, keeps me accountable for everything...She is my world. I had a probation violation, I had to do 100 days jail, NBD rlly...but this girl was there every visit, answered every call, and made sure I had money and phone time NP.

 

Well I slipped up, I started using Poppy seed tea, and I mean daily. So I found myself a job roofing in other states...first trip was on monday, sunday morning I had a good dose, which lasts easily 24 hrs before any WD takes hold...so monday morning we leave, I know its going to be tough, we have a 20 HR drive ahead. But luckily the guys I was riding with were pot heads, They smoked me up the whole time...which def helped. We arrive tuesday, I smoke, drink a few beers, pass out, but wake up Early as hell anxiety through the roof!! watery eyes, just no motivation, I would say a 7 on 1-10 scale od WD...Ive done cold turkey IV H before..Wed, we work till 11AM,  I walk, no lie 2.5 miles to a grocery store, and TRY to make some tea, well It def cured my WD's til thursday night...at this point my WD's r just anxiety, fidgity, cold chills, and just tired depressed...I chug half a bottle of nightquil, take 4 shots of Tanquery, smoke some weed, took Tylenol PM, and alteril? and slept ok after rolling around for an hr +...friday we worked HARD for 10 hrs, I was just tired and unmotivated, but a couple one hitter's of bud helped my mood...but not motivation.Friday night I smoke, drink some nyquil, and take a cpl shots along with the Tylenol PM, aka diphenhydramine, again finally pass out, sat we work till 11...WD's are gone cept for anxiety...I suck it up, sunday I go nuts cuz we dont work, stuck in a hotel...I drink some n smoke some, it helps...Sunday night was DEF easier then  any other...Monday rain day, no work...I take a trip to a few grocery stores, and make what I hope is a decent batch, Ill see. 

 

 

Heres what I will say, Honestly WD's are a f**k! and suck, I find what helps....TAPER! taper down as slow as u can...ALEVE, energy drinks, GO TO WHERE YOU CANNOT NO MATTER WHAT FIND A HOOKUP! Support, dont sit alone...TRY to go out with friends, Weed helps me, it helped a ton...drinking takes the edge off...do not over due it. nyquil Benedryl,  A POSITIVE Attitude! this helps a ton, IT IS TEMPORARY!, HORRIBLE BUT NOT FOREVER>>>>Gets better then better then better...I am doing this for my love, I am going to finish this for her....I think after today I should feel NO WD's.  WoW this got long....Buncah BS if u ask me, but its MY story, and honestly....just a very, VERY small part of it.  I wish you ALL the best, its not easy, but it is worth it...YOU CAN DO IT<>ITS ONLY TEMPORARY<>MAN/WOMAN UP!! ;)

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