It's panic! CALM DOWN Katy! I am going to use reverse psychology on you OK?
1. Katy?! there is NO way you are going to do this, you are useless at everything and shouldn't even be in this course
2. You have always backed out on everything you have done, so why should this be any different? What a waste of money!
3. STOP acting like a baby! There are people out there FAR worse than you and they deserve to be able to do a 1/10th of what you do, but they don't complain like you do!
4. Go ahead and quit the course, there is NO poiint on you going on any further, it's a waste of time and money for everyone concerned!
5. You WANT to stay with Richard so you are c**king up this on purpose so you can look like you are doing somehting but really you just want things to stay the same so you can go on winging!
6. Call the school and just QUIT why don't ya? You know you aren't going to pass so why even try?
7. It's easier to be "FAILING Katy" Than "SUCCESSFUL Katy" This way you can drink and be drunk, and complain and complain! IF you actually passed, you would have to do something with your life, but NA - Katy WONT do that!!!
SO! What are you going to do about this Katy? RU going to allow the above statements to be true and your life forever or are you going to show EVERYONE that you are NOT a looser and deserve it all and Peter Crying Wolf? Look at it in a different light that you will NOT buy into this Catastrophe called "Katy!" Big Hugs My Scottish Sister
1. Katy?! there is NO way you are going to do this, you are useless at everything and shouldn't even be in this course
2. You have always backed out on everything you have done, so why should this be any different? What a waste of money!
3. STOP acting like a baby! There are people out there FAR worse than you and they deserve to be able to do a 1/10th of what you do, but they don't complain like you do!
4. Go ahead and quit the course, there is NO poiint on you going on any further, it's a waste of time and money for everyone concerned!
5. You WANT to stay with Richard so you are c**king up this on purpose so you can look like you are doing somehting but really you just want things to stay the same so you can go on winging!
6. Call the school and just QUIT why don't ya? You know you aren't going to pass so why even try?
7. It's easier to be "FAILING Katy" Than "SUCCESSFUL Katy" This way you can drink and be drunk, and complain and complain! IF you actually passed, you would have to do something with your life, but NA - Katy WONT do that!!!
SO! What are you going to do about this Katy? RU going to allow the above statements to be true and your life forever or are you going to show EVERYONE that you are NOT a looser and deserve it all and Peter Crying Wolf? Look at it in a different light that you will NOT buy into this Catastrophe called "Katy!" Big Hugs My Scottish Sister
Wow!!! you are a great story teller Dawn!! crazy, still cannot believe what happend!!
I agree with Dawn! Don't allow the above statements to be true!
Katy, Have you ever gone back to read you first posts? These are some of the things you said...
- Hey guys, spoke to my partner...told him..its ovr..hes in agreement
- Yes, I am leaving him because A) Hes hit me once to often.B0 Hes made me do things in bed that I have not wanted to do. C) Hes hoarded money , never told me what he earns ( which is very little anyway) I can reinforce this issue by the facts he bought my daughter NOTHING FOR HER BIRTHDAY, NOT EVEN A CARD. d) hE SHUTS THE DOOR WHEN HIS DAD COMES ROUND AND i AM NOT ALLOWED TO HAVE DINNENER WITH THEM AND THEN HE LEAVES THE MESS FOR ME TO TIDY.
A favourite quote of mine... "There is nothing in the world that cannot be if you believe"
I agree with Dawn! Don't allow the above statements to be true!
Katy, Have you ever gone back to read you first posts? These are some of the things you said...
- Hey guys, spoke to my partner...told him..its ovr..hes in agreement
- Yes, I am leaving him because A) Hes hit me once to often.B0 Hes made me do things in bed that I have not wanted to do. C) Hes hoarded money , never told me what he earns ( which is very little anyway) I can reinforce this issue by the facts he bought my daughter NOTHING FOR HER BIRTHDAY, NOT EVEN A CARD. d) hE SHUTS THE DOOR WHEN HIS DAD COMES ROUND AND i AM NOT ALLOWED TO HAVE DINNENER WITH THEM AND THEN HE LEAVES THE MESS FOR ME TO TIDY.
A favourite quote of mine... "There is nothing in the world that cannot be if you believe"
well at least I can laugh at my typoos.....
Okay, so the worst that can happen-I fail and resit-even if that happens ill show you lot! You you.....
....and guest ....at least I can laugh at myself. I dont want the above statements to be true-but they might be temporary!
Hey Dawn-is it panic-right il explain. You know when youve a traped nerve and your leg shakes-thats just what it was like-but my legs shook, then my body....it happened 3xs last night. Ridiculous! I dont know if you remeber the garbage pail kids? I remeber collecting the little card things that you gota stick og gum with....names like Ridiculous rude richard, ( do you want a diagram?)...Anyway...I just need to stay focused today and tonight. its only an exam . Its not like im getting runover by a bus or anything XD I will survive..Ive got all my life to live...Ive got all my love to give I will survive...
Its more like epilepsy...and if that is the case thats just because ive abused my body for years.....Do you know what guys...i need to stop being lazy and just get on with it. I need to stop thinking about mememe, and all thatand just get on with it! Everyone else does!
Okay, so the worst that can happen-I fail and resit-even if that happens ill show you lot! You you.....
....and guest ....at least I can laugh at myself. I dont want the above statements to be true-but they might be temporary!
Hey Dawn-is it panic-right il explain. You know when youve a traped nerve and your leg shakes-thats just what it was like-but my legs shook, then my body....it happened 3xs last night. Ridiculous! I dont know if you remeber the garbage pail kids? I remeber collecting the little card things that you gota stick og gum with....names like Ridiculous rude richard, ( do you want a diagram?)...Anyway...I just need to stay focused today and tonight. its only an exam . Its not like im getting runover by a bus or anything XD I will survive..Ive got all my life to live...Ive got all my love to give I will survive...
Its more like epilepsy...and if that is the case thats just because ive abused my body for years.....Do you know what guys...i need to stop being lazy and just get on with it. I need to stop thinking about mememe, and all thatand just get on with it! Everyone else does!
Dawn you remind me of my best friend!
Guest ...this sounds like sarcasm..."I believe" 8-| ( XD XD XD XD )
Im growing bingo wings and love handles that will never be loved, but I dont care I need to eat.
My toe has bent further round, and heres hoping it falls of as I dont want it cut off- I dont think that will help my balance.
I was just thinking what a complete t**d that guy is. If he had done what i did last night I would have got it checked. ( maybe not now though) How can he think evrything is all right and why does he keep asking me if I am allright-of course im not all right! But I feel trapped by him, I feel like hes totally trapped me-not because he loves me but because he gets PURE PLEASURE OUT of being a complete control freak. Its not even that he wants me ...this is him punishing me, for being me....the only times I like is when hes at work and his job does not accomodate family life, never has, thats another tool- r is that me seeing it so negative. hes been in the same job for yonks . Hes got a good masters in engineering...what was it how to screw up your wife ( huh take that mum!)
Right im cutting my losses. Shower, go out . Write up a practice essay with all theory. Learn it.
Have tea break. Write up second essay learn it.
Make dinner. Write up 3rd essay. learn it.
Write trigger notes. learn them.
Have a hot chocolate. Go to bed.
review it Sunday. Read over 2 other subjects.Dont try to learn anything just absorb what you can.\
Review 3 topics revised.
Re read back up topics.
Re read revised topics. Go to bed. buy pens and paper because you have none. get a bottle of Baileys for your coffeee . pour half in the morning and smile through the exam witha big bag of wine gums! XD
If I have another panic -its just panic-its good for me!
Guest ...this sounds like sarcasm..."I believe" 8-| ( XD XD XD XD )
Im growing bingo wings and love handles that will never be loved, but I dont care I need to eat.
My toe has bent further round, and heres hoping it falls of as I dont want it cut off- I dont think that will help my balance.
I was just thinking what a complete t**d that guy is. If he had done what i did last night I would have got it checked. ( maybe not now though) How can he think evrything is all right and why does he keep asking me if I am allright-of course im not all right! But I feel trapped by him, I feel like hes totally trapped me-not because he loves me but because he gets PURE PLEASURE OUT of being a complete control freak. Its not even that he wants me ...this is him punishing me, for being me....the only times I like is when hes at work and his job does not accomodate family life, never has, thats another tool- r is that me seeing it so negative. hes been in the same job for yonks . Hes got a good masters in engineering...what was it how to screw up your wife ( huh take that mum!)
Right im cutting my losses. Shower, go out . Write up a practice essay with all theory. Learn it.
Have tea break. Write up second essay learn it.
Make dinner. Write up 3rd essay. learn it.
Write trigger notes. learn them.
Have a hot chocolate. Go to bed.
review it Sunday. Read over 2 other subjects.Dont try to learn anything just absorb what you can.\
Review 3 topics revised.
Re read back up topics.
Re read revised topics. Go to bed. buy pens and paper because you have none. get a bottle of Baileys for your coffeee . pour half in the morning and smile through the exam witha big bag of wine gums! XD
If I have another panic -its just panic-its good for me!
You guys want believe what Ive jsut done-this is like reliving my highers. Iv egone really dizzie now nad about to puke. This is a little comical though. i was gugling with mouth wash and I had tipped my head as far back as It could go to try and clear my throat etc..I moved forward fast to spit and walaped my head at full speed on the bathroom cabinet . Ive got a huge bruise and feeling woozey What an id**t!
Youve got to see the funny side of this. One daughter has run about emtpying things.
The other one has definately fractured her wrist because Ive never her sen her like this before.
Im going doo lalllie, my head is throbbing, veins are popping out and ive written about 300 words of essay 1.
I think im going to have to take alex back to the hospital (!)
The other one has definately fractured her wrist because Ive never her sen her like this before.
Im going doo lalllie, my head is throbbing, veins are popping out and ive written about 300 words of essay 1.
I think im going to have to take alex back to the hospital (!)
Ouch! Burnt my feet!
!) DD
2) DSMTr
3)DC
4) Gender
5) Becks
6)Seligman
7)Brown and harris
8) Psychodynami
9)Psychological
10)Biological.Medical
11) Socio/economicas
12) treatments.Essay 1 12 points. Kids are having a water fight, my bruise has calmed down thankfully . Its a big triangle right banh in the middle of my head. Thank you-im never going to gugle with mouthwash againDDDGBsBppBSet. Hmmmm cant get that into a waorf. Could use a rude phrase. Right moving on to the dishes! Ouch -my feet!
!) DD
2) DSMTr
3)DC
4) Gender
5) Becks
6)Seligman
7)Brown and harris
8) Psychodynami
9)Psychological
10)Biological.Medical
11) Socio/economicas
12) treatments.Essay 1 12 points. Kids are having a water fight, my bruise has calmed down thankfully . Its a big triangle right banh in the middle of my head. Thank you-im never going to gugle with mouthwash againDDDGBsBppBSet. Hmmmm cant get that into a waorf. Could use a rude phrase. Right moving on to the dishes! Ouch -my feet!
Im only on tea break no 1) lol Just read guest coments to me.
What am I going to do- will I do DiD, ECT, anxiety disorder/panic, and or dsm. My essay was on dsm , ( but its not very good) Okay Ill do panic and DiD
hes annoying me!
What am I going to do- will I do DiD, ECT, anxiety disorder/panic, and or dsm. My essay was on dsm , ( but its not very good) Okay Ill do panic and DiD
hes annoying me!
Hmm i wish I was a sponge! I cant absorb any information!
Right- ive been okay today- power of distraction, so if I can distract myself like this there has to be away or me to distract myself away from this-there has to be. You know what- a whole lot of my problems would be solved if I had a big money win-like everyone else I guess. No I am not going to start gambling-but I am thinkig about it!
It was so hot today-really cheered me up
Ive stopped studying tonight-my hand and elbow got sore and ive burtn my back shoulders, feet and upper arms without realising .
Dawn for the first time in ages I can actually say to you -IFEEL GOOD! i WILL BE PREPARED FOR MoNDAY- I DONT KNOW HOW GOOD IL DO , but ill try my best! Please ggod dont let me have a panic attack in the middle of it.(Thats my biggest fear at the moment)
Anyway, Ill give you dawn and guest mucj needed peace. have you ever thought about being a health psychologist? I think youd be good at it. Keep smiling, hugs, katy
Right- ive been okay today- power of distraction, so if I can distract myself like this there has to be away or me to distract myself away from this-there has to be. You know what- a whole lot of my problems would be solved if I had a big money win-like everyone else I guess. No I am not going to start gambling-but I am thinkig about it!
It was so hot today-really cheered me up
Ive stopped studying tonight-my hand and elbow got sore and ive burtn my back shoulders, feet and upper arms without realising .
Dawn for the first time in ages I can actually say to you -IFEEL GOOD! i WILL BE PREPARED FOR MoNDAY- I DONT KNOW HOW GOOD IL DO , but ill try my best! Please ggod dont let me have a panic attack in the middle of it.(Thats my biggest fear at the moment)
Anyway, Ill give you dawn and guest mucj needed peace. have you ever thought about being a health psychologist? I think youd be good at it. Keep smiling, hugs, katy
Dawn- i didnt realsie how much pain you are in! I know about Gorlins syndrome, byt whats that other thing you have ( and your sons?) Hope you dont mind me asking!
Does your hubby liks baked potatoes?
Does your hubby liks baked potatoes?
Ive burnt my back major!
Okay-ive not started today cant get motivated. having another cup of coffe-going outside to learn and then type ...then learn plans. then bed. then re learn plans, re read notes . My back is actualy blistering-i dont get the weather!
Okay-ive not started today cant get motivated. having another cup of coffe-going outside to learn and then type ...then learn plans. then bed. then re learn plans, re read notes . My back is actualy blistering-i dont get the weather!
Hnnn- srtuggling- anyone around. i cant do this on these pills!
I cant absorb any information so watching fillms about some. One just had me in tears -this is when I realsie how lucky I am. i stil feel sueaumish-big tme/ This lady has Multiple personality disorder, and it sends triggers with me, I understand it but this lady has actual demons that cut her, smacks her head off walss etc It made me fel nauseated. Okay right, then she goes on about the abuse and stats to choke.itmade me worse-im thinking sh*t thats me! The poor woman -I dontknow if I could write about that- I found it really disturbing. Im going to have to haren up. Right. i better go. i feel so sick. Thats made me feel quite il. Google Gretchin ( Dissociative Identity disorder-I dont want that!)
okay actually sound like you have a handle on things! :-D and your making lists for your day and following it! thats great, yes you are stressed, who wouldn't be? but your controling it and completing your tasks.
Is your toe infected? if you take your daughter to the hospital again, for her arm, i would consider getting that looked at, you may not have time for surgery now, but at least they can give you some antibiotics for that.
And your shaking does sound like a panic attack to me, so don't over do it and take breaks...but you sound a lot calmer and more in control!! :-D although you managed to smack or head off of something!! o man, i can only imagine how much that would have hurt! I injure myself at least once a day..whether its falling going up the stairs, or hitting the door (don't ask) ect...its always something!
And wear some sunscreen and apply it throughout the day if your going to be sitting in the sun all day....i love the sun!! so nice and warm, but it's been rainy and cloudy since yesterday :-(
Is your toe infected? if you take your daughter to the hospital again, for her arm, i would consider getting that looked at, you may not have time for surgery now, but at least they can give you some antibiotics for that.
And your shaking does sound like a panic attack to me, so don't over do it and take breaks...but you sound a lot calmer and more in control!! :-D although you managed to smack or head off of something!! o man, i can only imagine how much that would have hurt! I injure myself at least once a day..whether its falling going up the stairs, or hitting the door (don't ask) ect...its always something!
And wear some sunscreen and apply it throughout the day if your going to be sitting in the sun all day....i love the sun!! so nice and warm, but it's been rainy and cloudy since yesterday :-(
How can one person be so calm, yet so nervous at the same time? I think or I thought knew my stuff-then this mornig, im like sh*t help I donk know anything...then I think use your head if I froget, but I want be able to because I will panic! Cant wait till this is over!