Playa look I'm messed up to, I'm a straight guy with a foot fetish for "women's" feet. I've watching foot videos on youtube now I'm taking footage. It's criminal and I'm seeking help, I use to get off looking at feet now it takes me using my phone for footage. You my friend your story is odd are you getting off to boys feet? If so and you're straight you should talk to someone, I'm trying to.
Totally agree but I'm pretty young and I stopped watching and now I have a gf and since I stopped it's helped and it's almost gone now I barely even have the urge to anymore just keep fighting it and never watch that porn again no matter how bad the urge is
You gotta taste feet, suck toes and sniff them
I think I have a solution to your problem. I've had a gf for a long time and at first she was cool with my fetish but overtime she grew to hate it. Like you I despise the love I have for feet and am very self conscious about it so I hate when I got the urge to get sexual with my gf's feet. One night I wanted to smell, lick, suck (you name it) on her feet and she wanted no part of it. Approximately 10 mns of me bugging her about it she had enough and put her foot in my face. Then I had the worst experience of my life. I've never seen her so fed up she began to kick me in the face with no remorse and verbally made me feel like a bag of dirt. "You like when I kick you" (I thought I was going to get a bloody nose.) I told her to stop realizing how gross I was being but she didn't stop. "You want feet your mouth then suck it like a penis" as I was choking and miserable. She knew I was not having any fun but kept demoralizing me. Ever since that my fetish hasn't been nearly as strong as it once was. So I guess if you're self conscious about the fetish like me try and have your gf or someone try and knock some sense into you. Maybe it just takes a bad experience. Good luck.