Hi everyone, great job to all that decided enough is enough, I want to be in control of my life. I been smoking since 7th grade (don't feel like researching how old I was at the time) up until 25 which I still am but been 5 months clean with only one fall off in the 2 month period mark so 3 months I haven't smoked anything. I workout right now 3 days out of the week weight lifting, and 3 days out of the week Muay Thai. When I smoked pot I had insane skills and competed in Muay Thai and I was a straight heavyweight wrecking ball. When I turned 25, I been through a heart break that turned my life upside down and I decided to take control of my life. I quit smoking, got a personal trainer, and joined a Muay Thai club after 1 year break. First 2 months was ok with the keto diet but I have had very little results and burn 1100-1500 calories per session and barely seeing results and can gain all the fat and water back and be bloated in about 2 weeks. It's like my body is t responding and doing its thing while my brain is just off doing it's own thing and trying to make me give up. This passed week was the worst, I get my ass handed to me buy pretty much beginners in Muay Thai and my speed isn't there at all and I feel heavy like I have a weight vest on at all times. The fatigue is insane, I want to sleep all the damn time and lost motivation in everything, even in girls that I used to think was very hot are now just mehhh to me and my sex drive is gone, like I can't even get a hard enough erection no matter how or what I do, this is just a nightmare. I do know that the one day I did smoke, I had an erection that just came on without any thought and was natural like as if my body felt normal again and communicating with my brain, but now I just think and do but my body and mind isn't doing sh*t for me. I wish there was people on here who been sober for at least 3 years and can share experiences if it ever gets better or am I just a old man now and smoked myself dead yet living, that's why I'm on here. I eat clean, I take shilajit which is an amazing supplement that's helps tremendously and suggest to all 100% but after 2 days of stopping I'm back to a dried up rag. I have no desire to smoke again even feeling like this, and will continue my journey, hopefully my story helps some people in where you can end up in 5 months and still fight through and not give in, because imagine starting the process over again, we obviously want to quit for a reason and was tired of previous life. If anyone does have input from experience and not a "maybe" kind of reply I'd like to hear it, if you have no experience then you don't know what your talking about no offense, this is real sh*t you just have to feel to understand.
-staying sober in Dallas.
dsdesk111783, It sounds like you don't know sh*t about the subject, but want to still be an authority in the threads. People like you are useless and annoying.
I didint want to believe it , but I did my homework and it's real , I also know first hand, hope your still done God bless