The public free clinics, are very poor, not enough support or funding for them. They basically make sure you are not dying and then release you, too many patients, not enough people to provide the help...it is a very sad situation.
So, Miligram, your "treatment" was FREE??? That's laughable in this country. Even if you've never missed a payment in years, if you end up without money one day, you're gone. They dropped me from 25 mgs to 0 in four days because they raised the fees AGAIN & I said I did'nt have it ( I did, I was just ready to go, I guess) The only way around that is to get pregnant. They can't kick a pregnant girl off the clinic. SO...we have all sorts of addicts getting pregnant on purpose, because they get free methadone until the baby is 9 months old. I always hated that. I kinda felt like I'M the one who should be rewarded for being responsible enough to realize I'm not ready to be a mom, nor do I want any child of mine being born on methadone!! UGH!! But yeah, Georgias situation pretty much sums up American healthcare. He needs a dentist, his insurance says no. So no dentist. I've already saved $820 since I've left the clinic. It's no secret here that they are no more than glorified drug dealers.
Josh.. are you okay, hun? I know this is terribly depressing. You should come around this board more often & let us know how you are. Have you been talking to anyone or getting out? If not, you should. It's really akward at first but we need to learn to be social again.
How is everyone else doing?
You were having migraines before taking right? It could be from dehydration, or possible its a side effect of the plant. What kind did you get, and is it the ground up leaves or an extract?
Baby, not quite like Die Antwoord, but you may like it!
http://youtu.be/HF295qTZRgw
Ane Brun performing "Do you Remember" on KCRW
He is so leasy ,he can't do nothing not even bring me a cup of water,and about his (being clean and take a shower) i dont even wanna say a word.
I told him to get his ass up and do something,but nothing helps.He is about 2 years only at his home ! He NEVER EVER goes out and nobody visits him (only me...) he was i repeat 2 years not outside!
Baby i don't wanna u to became such a case.Please ! I am glad that u started to go out ,to walk,to meet new people ,to go in a caffe bar. IF u don't have somebody to go with i will go with you ! just call me !
No I am not into detox ,i said i was in a rehab clinic but i did not made it trough and the doctors told me that I'm not psychicaly ready.
I am on 8ml per day.I told myself that I will never ever go again into rehab and detox.It was a nightmare for me.I know u cann call me i'm a p***y or not strong enough ,but that's my choice ! I chose to be on methadone for life.
I am feeling fine,i feel happy when i take my meth and everything is function normal and my life is ok. And yes,i can sleep :)
I hope for u to gett of if u really want it.