Quote:I posted here a year or two ago. Back on another WD but its not bad, only about a month max of usage and a couple of off days in there as well. I'm around 48 hours in and while it sucks, it is getting better. I'm glad I got off when I did because the WD has been shitty but manageable and much quicker. I'd think I will fell much better tomorrow and be fine in 5 or 6 days.
This time I used the same tactic. Taper off, always always taper. The key is not to be high but to reduce your dose to allow you to function. This makes things much easier. If you have had a shorter and not very heavy habit you can get away with halving your dose.
Things I've found helpful:
1. Take some Ibuprofen/Alieve/Tylenol
2. Don't be afraid of Marijuana if you like it. Keep the doses low, like a hit or two. Too much could give anxiety.
3. A few low ABV beers in the evening. again, if you like them
4. Some kind of diphenhydramine (bendryl, Tylenol PM, simply sleep) to help sleep
5. Some kind of smootie, fruit if you cannot eat. Get some food in your stomach for whatever you do.
6. Most important, a positive desire and a true desire to quit. You really have to want to do it. Its not fun.
Ride it out and if you can get out and do something if you can. It kinda feels like a reintroduction into society.[/img]
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My boyfriend and I started sharing the morphine and we had a blast doing it but before you knew it I was addicted. To get off meant withdrawing and that was too painful.
Suddenly after three years on morphine his doctor changed him to methadone and I had no choice but to follow on the same path.
If I knew then what I know now I would never have gone that route. Know one knew in my life and I was not monitored by a medical doctor.
I stayed on methadone for 4 years gained close to 50 lbs and all I wanted to do was sleep i no longer had joy in my life. I certainly didn't have any sex not even cuddling I just existed with the odd joyous moment.
I had to leave to make the proper changes in my life and I did. He helped me withdraw and once I moved I also had enough methadone from him to continue my slow taper to 2 mg then I was done.
The detox has been painful in some ways the worse is insomnia but my system is very fragile so any caffeine and Im up the entire night.
I still haven't told my doctor but did tell him I had serious insomnia so he gave me valium and sleeping pills. The valium makes me worse and I don't want anything addiction so I only use it when I have to.
I have started smoking pot because it totally chills me out and my anxiety is through the roof. Its been a long slow process but so worth it.
I have my life back I feel so much better and its only the beginning. I have met someone new and my sex drive has come back again.
I think I quickly lost 20 lbs and Im starting to work out slowly.
I also quit smoking because thats a piece of cake compared to methadone withdrawel.
To anyone that is taking this and doesn't need to or needs to and wants more for their lives DO IT.
Get it out of your life for good I feel so much better
Anyways I am feeling good, had one tiny 5 day relapse but of course I threw some cocaine on top which is not good. Anyways all good now. Got on the anti-depressent and also a medication called buproprion which is really helping me alot. I'm still struggling to accept that most likely I cannot use most substance (starting to get to the point where I am just going to stop). That will come with time.
Next major thing for me is going to be a move out of my city. Actually going to start looking for jobs in the area I want to head to. Going to start putting the large majority of my paychecks towards having a bankroll. As I've mentioned I work with severely abused children and am burning out and cannot take it much longer (getting close to three years). It plays a roll in my drinking and opiate relapses for sure (don't get me wrong, I am the ultimate cause).
Just want people to know Tramadol (which I never took) has SNRI properties which makes it similar to anti-depressants in a way. That is why the withdrawal is unique.
Hope all is well and hang in there you can get over it.
One thing I will suggest now (and only if you control it) is to get a ahold of some benzos just enough for a few days.
Weaning off is the way to go. The only reason I did it is because they are not available OTC in Hong Kong and I couldn't mail order my nurofen+'s from the same place I did before.
If you take 2 (or more) at a time normally just go down to one. You won't even notice the difference, though you might take them slightly more often at first. After about 2 weeks, start thinking every time you take one and don't just pop it. Think if you want it or not first. It will help you cut down.
After that, I'd say for about 3 weeks, consciously cut down the number you take a day. Try to take one less each day if you can without getting jittery. When you're down to about 4 a day (depending on what you're taking), get about 20 more and know those are the last ones you will ever take. Make them last as long as you can (you'll be surprised) and after that no more.
I'd run out before without weaning and it was hell, really hell. With weaning it's not bad at all.
The first 4 days will be really uncomfortable anyway, weaning or not. I used:
1. immodium for the diarrhea
2. regular panadols for the psychological effect and aches
3. Neosed cold tablets for the runny nose and sneezing
I had a crazy runny nose and sneezing as well, which is not uncommon. I took a couple of neosed (codeine free!) cold tablets when I had to function at the worst of times, but kind of liked the sneezing and runny nose to take my mind of the jittery withdrawal feeling, if that makes any sense. I was also sure never to take more than 6 of any of the above a day.
It gets better after 4 days, for sure. I'm on day 10 now and feel real proud of myself and back to normal. I still get the odd runny nose and diarrhea, but withdrawal symptoms are gone.
Now, off to find the thread with the great advice on it again so I can post my thanks! Good luck!
Also, this might be a stupid question...but...do any of you ever get glimpses of how you used to be without the medication? And if yes, do you get the feeling that achieving that normalcy again feels like it is getting farther and farther from you? I don't know, this is just something that I got this morning. (Day 2).
Ugh I feel that I just want to get out of this already. I'm not a drug user or have an addictive personality by any means. This was just a mistake that I made a month ago for fun! I know it's stupid. I put myself here. I get to think about that every second of every miserable day I spend in this hell. I wish that I could just go to sleep and have everything be normal again.I miss the high a little bit. But seeing what price I am paying makes me wish that I had never made this mistake. I know for a fact that I will NEVER touch this c**p or anything that is similar to it again. Thanks for hearing me vent guys and wish me luck.
Oh and by the way. I am really looking forward to getting a estimated time.