I'm straight but gay porn turns me on

Dude you seriously need to stop being so hard on yourself. I went through a whole hell of a lot of confusion through my teen years and had a pretty decent track record with the ladies and got a fair amount of ass. I only watched gay porn for arousal during my own private time and thank goodness for that. I would have been so pent up and frustrated that I don't know what I would have done had it not been for gay porn. By my 20's I was still watching only gay porn and was convinced that I was gay. I then started chatting with guys on chat rooms and such when that used to be a thing and at age 23 I ended up having gay sex for the first time. I wont get too descriptive but it was very painful but after that encounter I couldn't stop thinking about it and ended up doing it again and again and so on. At age 29 I tried convincing myself that this is just a phase and that there is no way that I am gay so I started dating this girl that I was madly in love with about 7 years before we dated. The chemistry and conversation was great up until the point that we were having sex. I couldn't stay hard for the life of me. I would fake orgasms just to get it over with and would find myself running to the bathroom with phone in hand, turn on the shower and would start watching gay porn so I could finish and avoid having blue balls. I regret being with her so much because she is an amazing girl and I was living a lie trying to be with her. I never broke up with her things just fizzled away and it was more or less a mutual split but after that I came to my senses that I was truly gay. I ended up coming out and have not regretted it ever since and have been very happy in life since then. By all means I am not saying that you are gay but never force yourself to be dishonest with you and make yourself something that you are not. Whether you are gay, straight, bi, or whatever life goes on but the most important thing is to be true to you

Dude you're definitely gay. Your homophobic attitude makes it extremely apparent. You do realize that not all gay men talk effeminate right???

I have to agree I do not like anal really but I sometimes go to it. I am not gay and I have no problem with gays but sometimes it just scares me because I like girls and I know I am not bi or gay. I could use some help with my problem.

You're so intelligent. I wish I was as smart as you.

Wtf! It seems I am a semi normal human being. This took the words right out of my mouth. Everything is the same, the experiences, the disgusted feeling afterwards. I am so surprised that other people are going through the same experiences. The weird part with me is, I have fluctuations sometimes. I could go a week without being turned on to gay sex but then randomly it comes back. I think I probably just have to see how long I can go and wait until I don't need to try to not do it anymore.

My husband told me he watches it. We talked about it and he says the same thing as you. I decided as an attempt to keep my marriage, to watch it with him. I was pleasantly surprised. That was some of the best sex EVER. What I do know is that men are physical. Even when some cheat it always is said that it meant nothing it was just physical. So I completely get you. It is some real sexy stuff. Hope this helped, you have helped me know that there are other men who too are experiencing what he is and I might not have to worry about him leaving. Thank you for sharing!!!!!

Most of you suffer from side effects from "intrazine" wich is found in many pesticides wich are sprayed on some of the food you eat. Look it up. When the mind loves women but your more sexually stimulated by the thought of another penis. Over exposure to intrazine can cause the effects.

I think your talking about atrazine chemical because there is no such chemical as intrazine.

I do go through this, straight porn does not satisfy my needs, i need to turn to gay anal to get turned on and be able to masturbate

The way you are talking about homosexuality make you most likely to be a closeted bisexual.im straight I don't watch gay porn but it doesn't disgust me at all

Thanks for this

Im feeling the same way right now. I think gay kissing is disgusting but I think men have really big muscular asses in some cases. I dont watch with sound because that's also gross to me. I am only attracted to women's bodies not men's but I guess I am a ass-sexual. Maybe I'll get back to teen porn soon... lol.

How can you say your only attracted to females when you say you watch gay porn to see men's muscular assess, that must mean you have a physical attraction to them to look in the first place.

I'm going through a similar thing. I have a girlfriend and she has no problem turning me on. However when I'm on my own I turn to gay porn? For me it's the sounds and the idea of the sex (I thik). I'm not sure why, mabye it's just cause I've gotten tired of the same old "big penis in a skinny chick" porn.

I've tried some other categories (both gay and straight) and some do the trick. My advice is to just explore some new stuff, or try something different from the same boring up down.

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