Will power !!!! Dont believe the horror stories ..... Day 7 for me ....and i was terrified for 2 years thinking i couldnt do it because of all the horror stories i read.....
Days 1 and 2 ......uncomfortable ...but def. Manageable .....then....i was glued to my bed on days 3 and 4 ....i karate kicked the air all night and had zerooooo energy.....felt like i weighed 500 lbs ...didnt want to eat....didnt want to smoke didnt want to talk.....but then day 5 came.....
Had to work....no way around it....sucked getting up....didnt want to....but once i was there .....aside from sitting for 5 minutes every hour and a half .....i made it through my 9 hour shift .....came home relaxed ...did some laundry took a shower .....and slept for about 6 hours ....went to work day 6 ....even better than 5 .....cold chills ....that night sucked couldnt sleep.....so said screw it im going to be up anyway .....might as well try to totally exhaust myself ....took an adderall ....had an awesome night .....slept like a rock for a few hours .....took another quarter piece cuz ...well why not its my day off and its helping move everything along through my system faster ....
Still not really hungry ....the cold chills suck ....the rls is def. There but minimal ....getting off your butt absolutly takes the edge off ....i did not taper ....because i didnt know i wouldnt have any.....however, i was never on a huge dose ....i did have a sub doctor for 6 months ....told him i needed 2 8mg a day...but only because i stock piled them then we moved 3000 miles away
I was so terrified of the withdrawal i couldnt make it past day 3 ....ever ....and now that i didnt have a choice ...... I am kicking myself for not getting through it sooner .....
The mental battle comes in waves .....its like for two or 3 hours you feel like c**p.... Then you just feel good ...like yoyr brain is starting to do its thing without any help ....then its c**p ...then you make it another day and its even better than the previous day.....
I know every single persons situation is different...but the mental battle is the real killer .....when ypu psyche yourself out before giving your body a chance you have lost before you ve begun ......
My dr. Quit and I saw a new one dr. Last, and he wouldn't refill my clonazepam 2mg twice a day, and I had been I'm not for 8 years straight!
He didn't even offers taper I feel he should lose his medical licenses.
But magnolia bark extract,theanine,melatonin,and passion flower at night or daytime are amazing they work! nootropis depot(magnolia bark extract)is great.