I have read this thread throgh my first 48 hours. Georgia thank you for the music. I thank you all for your honesty!!!
Okay so I have been an addict for as long as I can remember. I'm 32 and fighting this again. I'm sick more than high , but think I have under control. I want this behind me for once. I don't have it in me to keep up this fight. I have succsefully home detoxed to use a week or three later. Listening to your stories and watching you guys get through it has inspired me to try this one last time. I appreciate any music suggestions and things that help you. thank you
Thank you Georgia!!!! You have helped me more than you know!
Once I get through the physical wich is worse than anticipated. What keeps you from going back. How do you replace the love of the drug with real things.
Finding anything(healthy) to keep your mind off the drugs is how I have done it so far. Like I said, with time it gets better, over the months the urges get less and less. I have taken up reading again, getting back into music, even writing about my experiences has helped. The biggest factor is the life style change, luckily I am not around others who use, or the temptation might be too much, so as far as the long term strategy, that one is key. Change your surroundings if you can, if you are around addicts all the time, they can drag you right back in, so if your friends use, you need to stay away from them. Find any kind of support group you can, talking about your battle can really help! Keep writing on this forum, I will check in when I can and offer any advice that I can! Get plenty of fruit, juice, this helps with your stomach, oh and some chocolate, I found that helps with some of the addiction WD's. Are you taking anything to help get off, or are you going cold turkey? There are a lot of natural herbs that can help as well.
Hang in there!
Go listen to Hold on by Alabama Shakes!
peace
I also believe strang things/sighns happen during this time,
I wonder why once again I lie torturd in the bowls of withdrawls ugly cluth. Is this my desiny and if it is it better damb be time for a new chapter. I have money I honestly don't want drugs. I get confused and glorify the high.....hahahaa, They should call it low cause it will bring you lower than you ever thought imaginable. I guess "wanna come get lower than you ever want with me?" Does not hold the same lure. I was living in sobriety once before a last set of relapses and I rember feeling lucky that I was an addict. It gave me an outlook that only other addicts could grab it was a second chance and I laughed, boy did I laugh when it was funny or not. I guess the answers are in me just helps to have someone guiede me through this for I am alone. And I'm a tough little girl but when it plays tricks on my mind and i find myself so far from who I am I get scared. And since so hard to do anything it's nice to be told what to do. thank you all........I'll Hold on tonight Georgia might be hard but that I got.