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Wait, so the reason you should never have gotten with the guy that called you out on your behavior is because he called you out on it? Really? Did you ever think to listen to him instead of blaming him for your behavior?
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Hi there, I've just recently split up with my bf of 4 months. I was already aware of his illness and tried my best to educate myself as things got more serious in the relationship. To be fair everything moved very quickly. It was intense, we talked about kids etc. However, after entering a modelling competition and not being placed we've split. I feel he blames the fact he didn't win on me and believe this was the start of the arguments that ensured and the reason for him dumping me. I feel really down as I didn't see it coming and really have not had an explanation from him. I suppose if he told me straight out he didn't love me or find me attractive I could deal with it...but the way it stands I just feel lost and forever questioning myself. It's had a dramatic impact on my self esteem too and from someone that was quite confident I feel broken. He has also hose to delete and block me offsocial media which has hurt me as I have no way of knowing how he's feeling about things.
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Funny reading all these really hit home. I've been dating this guy for a year and a half now. I always knew he suffers from bipolar and manic depression. During his episodes he would talk about not caring for no one or nothing, to wanting to end it all.....but I've always been able to pull him out of it. Few days ago he found out a bunch of really bad news and he gonna sever depressive episode. Things were really great between us a few days before then all.of a sudden he breaks it off and says he just wants to be alone and not with anyone. I been trying to figure out what would make him suddenly want to end it after things were so good between us and we were practically inseparable days before the breakup. Reading this helps me understand a little better as to why he did it. I love him with all my heart but when he gets like this he becomes unbearable to be around. So not sure what to do right now. Part of me wants to move on and part of me wants to stick it out with him. It's a difficult situation to be in when you date someone with such severe mood swings.
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Wow I am in the exact same boat you are in. One day things are amazing between us and we talk about moving in together and he tells me no one will ever take him away from me and he loves me more than I will ever know, next day I get texts saying he needs time and space and isn't ready for a relationship and just wants to be friends. Just curious how your situation turned out. I'm torn between sticking it out with him as his "friend" until he goes back to wanting no one but me or to call it quits and move on
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I went through the same thing with my ex fiancé and this is resent but I've forgiven and remaind friends, I don't know I just understand the situation. It's not them it's the illness. I love and care for her but I know I can't do this, I also have feelings and emotions I have to deal with... We still text each other and a phone call here and there just to see how we both doing and I see nothing wrong with it. If you a strong individual and don't take it personal then carry on with the communication because they need all the support they can get, but be open and honest and don't lead them on. I must say she has given me a new outlook on life and for that I'll be always greatfull.

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Wow, your post really hit home for me.
It amazing how so many of us love them so much and they just can't see it.
My boyfriend and have been together almost two years
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I know exactly what you're going through, I'm going through it all right now. I know your comment was written a year ago but I just wanted to ask how you're doing a year later and what has happened since?
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I am in a relationship im 45 he is It has been four years. I love him but I got to let him go. When he drinks he likes to fight.He have done things that I have not told because I love him. Hes always sorry. Like you said its a lot and im tierd of it.
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At this point love gots to stop being the case that we love them. If they truly love us stay on there meds. Then they act like sh*t have not happen. you hit me or pushed me. There have been times where I had to say please dont hit me no more.
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Its not you. Its him in your heart if you know you was good to him dont 2nd guess yourself. At time I think they like the way they act and make us fill. We love them they us they come back and they put us in fear so we wont leave them.When we try to leave they put on that fake cry and they think all is well. All we r left with is tears that no one else can see because we are hurt and ashamed of the way we have let this person that we love so much hurt us.
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Its to much and then my boyfriend is a Taurus so add that to the mix. I tells him he needs to stay on his meds.The thing with me is too is that when he is around his family he seems so happy.Then if I try to leave he will get mad and acuse me of going to see another man.He doesn't want me to attend none a my family gathering. If I dont want to stay with him and watch him have fun he takes my car keys. So I will sit in the car to save myself a fight or the blame game of acting funny or fake. When we get home or before we get there its going to be a fight. Then he sorry and I didn't know I did that.
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Yes you got to your focus because they can be loving but when they get mad you r dealing with a totally different person . This kind of relationship is stressful. So if they leave for a couple of days or weeks and not in the hospital. Have you a glass of wine and let they Ass worry someone else for a while. U all will be fine and they will be back it not Be Blessed and us less Stressed.Yes.
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As I am reading your comment I can relate 100%. I recently broke up with my boyfriend of 6 months and I also suspect he has a bipolar sickness. First he was just too good to be true, wanted marriage from day 1, wanted a child. Told his mom about me, all was well, I thought that's was love! Hell broke loose when he broke up with me after he introduced me to his family, that's when I realised how unstable he was. In the 6 months he broke up with me 4 times already. The other day he opened up and told me he couldn't help how he behaves and how his moods changes and he's glad I can withstand that. He would say I have a bigger heart. Fast track after the last break up were I also was tired and called it off, he told me I was his best friend, how can I leave him. He was way to manipulative, he went far as comparing our break up to his brothers passing just so I can take him back, that's when I decided to leave before its too late. He was starting to affect me mentally as well and I left
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The same thing happened to me. I dated a man for a year soon after my divorce. I was vulnerable and very trusting. The man I was dating would have episodes, like what you described as bipolar and he hid it from me really well. He was super polite, caring and overall very loving. He'd do really good and then almost 4 months on the dot, he'd have an episode. He'd go from a few days before saying how much he loved me, making plans, hanging photos of us on the walls, talking about moving in, getting married, inviting my dad out to dinners and talking about having babies to a few days later saying he doesn't love me. I was so confused and so manipulated I couldn't tell what was up or down. He'd then beg for forgiveness and I'd take him back. The last two episodes were the worst. He did that when my dog died and I was in so much pain. I loved that dog and then he ghosted. I again forgave him because I thought he was a good person. And then the last episode, he did it again a week later after my brother died. It was disgusting and scary. Went from taking about or future to telling me he doesn't love me. He ghosted on me and 12 hours later one of my girlfriends saw him on a dating website.

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hi here god to be here
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